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Last Notes npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Give me a name https://social-cdn.vivaldi.net/system/media_attachments/files/117/055/028/017/882/464/original/135a4e61399f34a2.jpeg npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Hey #Scala folks, something Iāve never figured out is why whenever Metals start up, it recompiles the entire project, which takes about 20 on my computer. It doesnāt keep a cache around? Is this a problem with my setup? Or is it expected? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦6z3g š§ what does systemd mean now? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Why does systemd ship with a boot manager now? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing What I wanna do: lie on the couch. What I'm doing: having a singing class š npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing This reminded of dudes discussing if she was or wasnāt the first programmer. Who fucking cares? She was the first one to call out their bullshit! Thatās way more important. And we still donāt learn #nevent1qā¦3hkr npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I just noticed a new group of muscles in my upper arms 𤩠Unexpected because Iāve been stuck with the same weights and reps since forever! npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing My respect to every professor that resisted the market pressure and kept being professors instead of becoming sellers of a fad npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Owning a home makes you talk about dishwashers thatās why I donāt own anything npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦xuzd I read Foundation when I didnāt speak English and I wondered later if I didnāt like it because the translation wasnāt good. This was Twitter times, someone jumped in I recommended me not to because ātranslators always make his work betterā š
npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Shoot me your favourite literary work. Note that Iām deliberately not saying book. I expect books, but if itās an essay or a short story published on a magazine, or a blog, or fanfiction.net, or whatever, it also counts. The only requisite is thatās a literary work, so please donāt tell me about your favourite programming book, although I may ask about those in the future! And remember, a lot of not fiction is literary npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing āWhen work disappears, the genders produced by the labour market are blurred. When socially necessary labour declines, what we once called womenās work ā education, healthcare, service ā becomes our basic industry, not a ātertiaryā dimension of the measurable economy. The labour of love, caring for one another and learning how to be our brotherās keeper ā socially beneficial labour ā becomes not merely possible but eminently necessary, and not just within families, where affection is routinely available. No, I mean out there, in the wide, wide world.ā https://aeon.co/essays/what-if-jobs-are-not-the-solution-but-the-problem npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Religious people often like to hate together other groups of people, and some folks justify it as a way to get Ā«social cohesionĀ». That idea is fucking funny on itself, but to make it worse some people gets angry at me because I think itās OK to hate some tech in groups. Some tech. Some tech. Some tech. Itās absolutely wrong to come together to hate other people. And itās absolutely OK to come together to hate some tech. Even if that tech is loved by others. I fucking hate cars. Ban cars npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦84gr OK, granted. Letās say itās going to be even more important now that people is producing functional software without even looking at the code npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦84gr tell me more š§ npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Stupid prediction: Reflections on trusting trust will be finally become relevant #programming npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing In the current economic system (yes, capital C) it makes sense to replace human creativity with the random output of language models. Mediocre music sells a tone. Mediocre literature sells a ton. Mediocre translations sells a ton. I know how the sausage is made, mediocre and even horribly bad software sells a ton. The output of a language model only looks like progress if you donāt know we can do better npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing FOLKS HELP! My brother is making a ring, I think itās the cutest shit ever! But he is not convinced! WTF! Tell him! WTF! https://social-cdn.vivaldi.net/system/media_attachments/files/115/741/070/180/858/696/original/9f56edeeab0bd9ca.jpeg https://social-cdn.vivaldi.net/system/media_attachments/files/115/741/070/171/456/458/original/7e602e0632119871.jpeg npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Tomorrow is the runoff election in Chile. Iām fucking scared and this timeline may get even more gloomy just saying npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing āThe "problem" was that creating artāreal, human, meaningful writingāis slow. It is expensive. It is unpredictable. And it is diverse. It requires dealing with people. People with traumas, people with political opinions, people with voices that don't fit into a corporate style guide. Minority writers, specifically, are "high friction." We talk about queerness and transphobia and racism, and We talk about disability. We make the advertisers uncomfortable.ā #nevent1qā¦gcn7 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Has procrastination ever been seriously researched? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Is there any book about programming that you would consider timeless? I.e. one that, regardless of the language or project at hand, says something universal about programming that no other work has said better? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing For me the Internet is still about this. Letās keep it that way #nevent1qā¦czq2 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing For fucks sake https://www.malwarebytes.com/blog/news/2025/11/gmail-is-reading-your-emails-and-attachments-to-train-its-ai-unless-you-turn-it-off npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦mfuv yeah but in all honesty, I donāt think this would be more complicated than a spam filter⦠But what the heck do I know š
npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Look I do want language models on my phone. In particular I want one that learn the stupid emojis I use, or to come up with the most likely whenever I tap the emoji icon npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦lcy9 if post-scarcity means less consumption and reuse then yeah, we agree 100%. But the most common meaning Iāve seen is related to accelerationism npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦lcy9 yeah, I donāt think solar-punk and similar are post-scarcity because it recognises thatās an impossible npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I thought we were over post-scarcity as anything more than a setting for fiction #nevent1qā¦3fak npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦84gr can I join next time? (Next year anyways) npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Assholes https://social.anoxinon.de/@Codeberg/115435661014427222 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦sryr ah, so several people have told me I should try LLMs to get the boring things done, but my answer is "I like programming, I don't think it's boring", so that use case don't fit me npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦sryr what do you mean? Boring about programming? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦sryr isnāt that like testing? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Iām no joking here. If you are enthusiastic about LLM agents for programming now is your chance to try to convince me to give them an opportunity. The catch: I donāt care about being faster, or getting things done, or avoiding the Ā«dullĀ» work npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Hvem skal se Hackers i morgen pĆ„ Cinemateket? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦84gr but open source was never political. The only reason OS came to exists is because the free software movement created licenses with a political sense. I donāt think things will change for the better by just pretending that open source aligns with certain values. It was explicitly created to ensure that wasnāt the case npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦t4qe instead of requiring `lspconfig` you just use `vim.lsp.config` if you need to customise something, but if you are OK with the defaults you just call `vim.lsp.enable` with the servers you wanna use, e.g. `{ āpyright", ādockerlsā }` npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦xg92 isnāt it kinda scary? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I looooooove this trend of talking about computers and computing as a cute things. When I was a teenager computers where boysā stuff and that sucked npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Has anyone ever write something on how programming languages shape, or should shape the way you think about programming? I would call it the philosophy behind a language design. Iāve never designed a language myself, but I (used to) get joy from playing with different languages because of the above npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Arch Linux Wiki > Asking a chatbot npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦xg92 Iām sold if itās disenfranchised and nostalgic. I really want a place with late 90s and early 00s pop, because I freaking miss the those days vibes. The future was going to be awesome! npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦xg92 I KNOWā¼ļø npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing If you are a programmer, and would like to try another career, what would it be? And please donāt say farmer or the like, Iām a city girl npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦x3yv OK, this works, thanks! So lib is a package, huh? Where is it documented? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing This needs a clean-up, but really? Is this my best shot? It can't be #nix https://social-cdn.vivaldi.net/system/media_attachments/files/114/886/165/290/512/897/original/4ae64ba11a94002e.png npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Ā«Our modern notions of normal emerged in Belgium in 1835, when Adolphe Quetelet, a 39-year-old astronomer and statistician, began the trend of comparing human characteristics against an average.Ā» Iāve been looking for this article for a while. It was on my bookmarks all this time š
https://psyche.co/ideas/worried-youre-not-normal-dont-be-theres-no-such-thing npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing The reason why Iāve been melting down about LLMs changing programming despite how skeptic I am of their performance is that the world doesnāt change necessarily for the better. LLMs donāt have to make you better or more effective at programmer. They just need to make you cheaper and remove some of your leverage as a skilled worker. In Weizenbaum words, LLMs are a conservative force npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Do you have a favourite philosopher? Who is that, and why? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing When I moved to Europe nobody seemed to care because Europe would be fine. That was said straight to my face, an immigrant from the global south, many times over discussions, almost as if I should feel less anxious about the whole thing, how didnāt I explode still baffles me. But I did get more anxious. I would like to think now that things will change because Europe is affected, however as a bunch of those jobs are carried by immigrants, I remain pessimistic npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I canāt comprehend how people can be so selfish in situations like the one we are now. Yes, maybe there are reasons to be optimistic about the future, and yes, maybe we can complete a fuel transition without changing our lifestyle. But we should have changed our lifestyles and stop burning fossil fuels decades ago so these could have been prevented. People dying doing their blue collars just so I donāt have the wear a sweater indoors? And now more people dying so I can ask a chat bot to do my work? https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2025-07-10/extreme-heat-is-killing-european-workers-despite-government-efforts npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Since #nixDarwin has to be run as root now, I need to set `SSL_CERT_FILE` on the command line, otherwise fetching stuff over HTTPS fails. What change should I make to avoid it? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦0szf why do you want the total number of lines? For that I just `Ctrl-G` npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Iāll rewrite my #Neovim status line because thatās who I am, and I wonder what do you think *should* be there. I think Iāll remove the line and column numbers and left only the buffer name, warnings, errors and window number npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing So this doesnāt work because neither `vim.fn.{chdir,execute}` nor `vim.cmd` trigger `DirChanged` š If I manually type `:cd <directory>` it works. What options do I have? Pleas donāt tell me `vim.fn.feedkeys` #Neovim https://social.vivaldi.net/@RosaCtrl/114688787761288378 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦ug6l yeah, we agree the system sucks, but itās not changing and km afraid working from home may end with corporations outsourcing some expenses, and with workers spending more time at work, as I did, because I didnāt have leverage npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦ug6l yup! And also, I believe corporations shall provide the space and tools necessary to work, I donāt wanna have to rent a bigger apartment to have an office, and I donāt want my living room to be my office, for example npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦ug6l it surprises me, who was utterly miserable when I worked from home and now avoid it at all costs, so I quickly read it, and itās about commuting and eating better, so yeah, no wonder! But my take would be ban cars, shorten the work day, and provide lunch. And then yes, if someone wants to work from home let them npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing On the racism behind choosing Los Alamos for the Manhattan Project, as if I needed more reasons to be heartbroken. The audio is in Spanish, but the transcript is in English, so come on, join me in my despair https://radioambulante.org/en/translation/state-secret-translation npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing We are doomed and you canāt change my mind https://github.com/Ranchero-Software/NetNewsWire/issues/3628#issuecomment-1194878561 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Imagine the world if this paper, published the year I was born (so, yeah, ancient), was more popular among programmers. Behold Programming as theory building by Peter Naur https://pablo.rauzy.name/dev/naur1985programming.pdf npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Cherry-picking here! This proves my intuition about text: you only get better by reading a bunch of different stuff. If you only read genre fiction, you will be good at reading genre fiction. If you only read pop science, you will be good at reading pop science. I suspect this is the reason why some folk hate fiction, and others hate non-fiction. But whatever your flavour, you will struggle with a literary work (fiction or non-fiction). And you will only enjoy those after reading a bunch of them. How do I know? Iām projecting: itās what happened to me. But then I wonder: isnāt this what college should have taught these folks? Iām assuming of course the post is being honest about what the paper says. I have other papers to read š
https://kittenbeloved.substack.com/p/college-english-majors-cant-read npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I donāt do Kotlin anymore š Most of my pain was fucking Android Studio 𤮠https://github.com/Kotlin/kotlin-lsp npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Ā«It showed that, when there is non-promotable work to be done, women volunteer to do it 48% more often than men. But they also found that men volunteered less because if they waited, they knew that a woman would volunteer. In all male groups, they had no trouble getting volunteers. If there were no women there, men volunteered just fine. The even more interesting part was that, when managers were asked to choose someone to do thankless work, they asked women 44% more than they asked men.Ā» Now Iām pissed https://www.noidea.dog/glue npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing Why am I the most sore two days after strength training i.e. the day Iām going to strength train again? npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦xr7v I think we are discussing two different things here. Remember I work for a startup, on a 100% closed source or privative, call it what you want, product npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing I donāt know whatās going on but friendly reminder that āafter a vote, we agreed to use Open Source as our label. The implication of this label is that we intend to convince the corporate world to adopt our way for economic, self-interested, non-ideological reasonsā https://www.linuxjournal.com/article/2918 npub1ehrumxp6sn2we5gcqlfpa4ww9rekslurpyrdnwctn3xw8dyjsm0sdfz360 Constantly bewailing @nprofileā¦ug6l I agree with your main point, but I believe exploitation of voluntary work was the very intention behind the open source label from the beginning, as introduced by ESR. So I donāt know, often I think we need new terminology