42. A bit of an ass, but mostly harmless. AuDHD. Love animals, plants, and nature in general. I am a delicate flower who loves to complain. A bit of a nutter. Don't take me too seriously.
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Last Notes npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen You have my sympathies. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I was excited about my new bedside fan which arrived today. Now, I'm struggling to sleep because if it. It doesn't smell the same as the old one. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Every time I type "I'm sorry," it is fine, but if I type "I'm so sorry," autocorrect changes it to "I'm so dirty." npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Yup... That was definitely January. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I think beige had a hiccup. I know there was some brief maintenance planned for tonight. 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I'm surprised I didn't see the scars. 😁 npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen RetroArch is a pain to get configured just the way you want it, so be ready for some frustration. Once you get it how you want it, it's fun to work your way up the leaderboard. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Everyone should be a part of RetroAchievements! npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Also, I use the command line as little as possible, intentionally. I hate command lines of all types. I don't personally have the memory for it. 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I went to six or seven banks before someone was kind enough to tell me they couldn't give out a loan to someone with such a bad credit history. When I asked how people my age normally get credit, she said people my age usually have a blank slate, not dozens of delinquencies over the course of many years. At that moment, I became aware of the underlying problem. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen All of the above. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I've had people upset with me for not cycling. Ignoring my disabilities making that hard, the roads are so worn that there are no shoulders. There are no protected bike lanes and very few unprotected ones. Too many drivers actively try to buzz cyclists putting their lives at risk because the drivers think they own the road and see anyone outside of a motorized vehicle as inferior and less than human. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen When peaceful revolution becomes impossible, violent revolution becomes inevitable. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Shrek 2 or I'm not going on the sub. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen One of the many reasons she is heralded as the Mother of Science Fiction. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Volcano bombs? I'm shocked I've not already seen a shitty low budget film based on this. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen No Mr. Plow? npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Of that specific list, Delain is my favorite, though the bulk are in my daily rotation. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen 😂🤣 npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen My dog lied to me. He told me something was wrong with my son and needed me to check immediately. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Not be to a know it all reply guy here, but I'm sure that's due to behavioral algorithms. 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I'm mostly a Kraft Dinner person, but this looks like my kind of easy meal. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen "What I'm doing isn't wrong because others are doing it too" is an awful nazi-esque take to have. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I'm sorry to say, I don't know of any offhand. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Not to my knowledge. The biggest issues were things in frame which shouldn't have been because of the switch to widescreen. Visual filters and colors were changed a great deal as well. Some of the darker scenes are much lighter, which would be fine if the reason for the darkness was production related, but it's a story about vampires. It was meant to be dark! npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Buffy the Vampire Slayer comes to mind. The 16:9 release with altered visual filters was a massive downgrade. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen A friendly reminder that younger disabled people rely on social security as well. This would be eugenics in action on many fronts. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I can't cook small meals for precisely this reason. Unless I'm 100% certain I'm only cooking for myself, I make enough where there's leftovers for days. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I was able to take this less than a meter from the bird. I'm going to become a princess! npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I am not in any way suggesting you give up on Windows, but that bullshit is why I personally moved to Linux. I was perfectly happy on Windows 7 Pro. It was rock solid, did everything I needed, and had none of this overreach. Windows 8 made me lose faith in Windows. Windows 10 made me lose more. I tried 11, and I hate it even more. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Why does my cleaning robot have to have a gender? Can't it just be a robot? npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I stand corrected. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Windows phone was objectively a good phone. Unfortunately, they entered that market too late. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen And why can't my nutritional needs be met by a slice of a butter-like substance? My ADHD brain doesn't always remember to eat. I need that! npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I just want a robot maid. Cleaning is so mind-numbingly dull! npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Body cams should have worked, but giving them the ability to turn them off was the first mistake. The second was not making every minute of police footage freely available to the public at all times. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Here is an exhaustive list of races of people who have caused me direct harm in my lifetime. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I know I'm technically incorrect. I pronounce gif incorrectly as well. I will not change. These are the smallest hills I am willing to die on, metaphorically speaking, of course. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Assuming the cat was not neglected, you can take comfort in knowing a house-cat on average has faster reflexes than the average snake. It's most likely okay. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen My landlord just threatened me, and of course I don't have it on film because he caught me unaware. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Gesture? I just use the back button. I'm too lazy to be treating this like Minority Report. 😂 npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen In a capitalist society, all behavior is financially incentivized. Since ethically dubious behavior creates profit more quickly than more ethical behavior, people will continue to lean that way. In a world where a bigger company can put you out of business quickly, new business owners can't risk playing the long game, even the small businesses which often try to be ethical. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen You don't have Disney+, do you? npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen If you wait until it's socially acceptable in the entire hemisphere, they will no longer exist in your area. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Birch and apple started about a week ago in Maine. The maples have lost their vibrance. The days are comfortable and the nights cool. I love late summer. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I was pleased to see one of my survivors blooming beautifully today. I'm glad others are getting to enjoy similar experiences. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Why not just plant clover? It rarely gets more than six inches tall, and it'll stay shorter in high traffic areas. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Like cutting open a new pair of scissors with the old ones. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I hope you heal quickly. I've been through this many times. It's awful. You have my sympathy. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen It's just for this one term. In 2-3 years, they'll go back to their old ways. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I wonder if the extra plants are truly a greater risk compared to shorter grasses becoming overheated because there's little to protect them or the soil they grow in. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen It appears to be time for me to start reconnecting with people. With my memory issues, remembering people's handles is nearly impossible, even people I've known for many years. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen My poor eyes. I thought you had put ice cream on overcooked hamburger patties. 😂🤣 npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen I want both. My sanctuary (if I ever have the energy and funds to build it) will very much be like this. It'll be a community, but everyone will have their private living spaces. npub1frxelhr4wjpk89dj0kld636lhdne5j0quep7vhd5v3am7g42w3gs24vhgv Allen Where is this photo from? I swear I've seen it before and have had similar thoughts.
