I am a Compulsive Gambler and former professional poker player online since I lost all my teeth to bad mental health. Gamble free since 2017. A few months later found bitcoin, then I purchased some satoshi in 2018. Did a 180, got rid of everthing from the gambling days. Now using linux, skincare, niche fragrances, wet shaving, better fitting clothes, carnivore, metal genre \m/ and running. Bitcoin saved my life and I'm Bitcoin only.
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Last Notes npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Tonghts meal, cooking in ghee, 500g ground beef from rib. 5 scrambled eggs in with the ground beef. A lot of hard fat butter on top. Seasoned with beef organs and salt. Electrolytes and water to drink. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar First of my two planned races today. 2 hours before the gun. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally have my dentures. Had them for two weeks now. Life changing on so many levels for me. Smiled like this for first time since before 2009. Such a long road back to redemption. https://blossom.primal.net/464e91c06e83613c586ace51a57993385db102d4b285b08506798bf355009e58.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Hello @nprofile…pnes . Hope your having a nice day. Took your advice from @nprofile…py4c 2025 chat and decided on dentures. Also started eating ground beef a lot with eggs scrambled in the pan together. Finally came true on Thursday. https://blossom.primal.net/464e91c06e83613c586ace51a57993385db102d4b285b08506798bf355009e58.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar So now. With the dentures, daily change of the fixodent paste is needed. Least on my travels. I can take the case. But these long distance trail races, just have the tube. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The life of dentures. This morning in the cafe having coffee + scone, bottom dentures became loose. Checked advice, said daily change. My dentist said leave them in until uncomfortable. The dentures use fixodent paste, for adhesive for the dentures. Rushed to the chemist and bought another tube. Inexpensive, but I use about 10-15% of the tube every application. Off on the trails today. 23km with 750m elevation. Small 15km race in 2 weekends now. Main 46km race in 7 weeks. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Today is the day I've been long waiting for. It is all coming together for a fresh start. All those dark days. All that pain. All those hours in the dentist chair. It's all come to this. From no teeth, and just the ground down roots left. Unable to chew my food. Only able to cut up my food into swallowing chunks. Let me tell you - no more! My mental health is clear. No more brain fog. Fitter than ever thanks to running in my mid life. Carnivore changed my life. Bitcoin saved my life. I'm now similing for the first time since before 2009. A moment change. Stopped gambling in 2017. Found Bitcoin for the final time months later. This is the moment I've been waiting for. First smile since 2009. New life begins. https://blossom.primal.net/464e91c06e83613c586ace51a57993385db102d4b285b08506798bf355009e58.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar 3 weeks to my first race of the year. 15km mountain run. Followed by my main race in 8 weeks, a tough 46km mountain race. Mental clarity. Zero brain fog. Lower weight. Thanks to running. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar On top of that. Accepted job offer. Background check first, then contracts. Shouldn't be a problem. Finally, back into work. New town too, excited. Everything all falling together all at once. My life gets a new start. And paid off the bill for the Dentures - thanks to Bitcoin npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Thursday upcoming, I pick up the Dentures. Full set of teeth. Life changing. I'll have to adapt. Since my tongue is used to the front of my mouth. To change to the back of my mouth. Can't wait now.....Oh my npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My diet consists of ground beef. Eggs. Steak. But cut the steak into tiny bits to swallow. Now, I'll get to chew my steak - finally. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I got it sorted during a period of no job. Could only it thanks to Bitcoin npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar On Tuesday I was back at the dentist. I saw the actual dentures, and they were put in my mouth. First time in over 15 years, I smiled with teeth showing. However couldn't talk properly due to the dentures roof being wax. Just to test. They will go back to the lab to complete and finish the dentures with my unique mould. Back in three weeks to finally pick with the actual and final dentures. Brought a tear to my eyes. The end of a long long road to redemption. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Away in a different city for a day. Just ordered and vanquished at a restaurant; 6 Oysters 8oz sirloin steak 8oz burger cheese bacon Salt + pepper to taste Water to drink. Left alone the sides. ......... At home, eating 500g ground beef 6 eggs scrambled in the ground beef, ground beef organ seasoning to taste. Electrolyte water to drink, with hot cup of bone broth after. Satisfying. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Over the last three weeks I've had stomach issues due to eating carbs and sugar. Affected me on my runs. Decided after all this on the eve of changing to Carnivore, that I will now switch to Strict Carnivore. Big weekend, away playing poker all weekend. Taking electrolytes and bone broth powder with me. Forgot my beef biltong snacks, in a rush this mornings. Taking my full running gear + vest with me. Not skipping my two long runs of the week. Mapped out the two routes, pan flat to get the kilometres in. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For all my talking, I don't do it or finish it. Just purchased a ticket for 46km trail race. No going back now. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Exactly. Bought some beef biltong, to test for running fuel. Works as a snack too, very filling. Saw some beef protein bars, which looks decent. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I wish I could. Unemployed, so can't afford a holiday unless liquidate the bitcoin, so passing. Did go last year and enjoyed it. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Should be avoiding them, since I'm a carnivore. But under eaten at dinner. Still in the city, that's the main issue, away from home. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Snagged 3 doughnuts, sugary, but needed a snack npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Is creatine monohydrate okay on strict carnivore? Is beef collagen okay on strict carnivore? Aiming to be strict on my carnivore diet. Been at 80% carnivore for the past year. Aiming to be better. @nprofile…escj npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just completed a run with RUNSTR! 🏃♂️💨 ⏱️ Duration: 57:21 📏 Distance: 10.61 km ⚡ Pace: 5:24 min/km 🔥 Calories: 636 kcal 🏔️ Elevation Gain: 530 m 📉 Elevation Loss: 497 m #RUNSTR #Running npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Slight delay on starting the Dentures. Got a call from the dentist yesterday morning to cancel. Fell ill. Should be grand to go back tomorrow after two days rest for the dentist. Ahhhh, waiting on that "bite" of a burger. Waiting on that "bite" of a burrito. Will complete the overhaul of my life. Clear mind Reformed gambler Financially stable npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Last game cards up in 30 minutes. The mini main. 20 min clock, basically a turbo. Bullet no. 2 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar If your looking for a steak and grill restaurant to recommend in Dublin, it is : Marco Pierre White Courtyard https://blossom.primal.net/1223818a0270093eb396273cf0da8f1645d170a502861f05dde6aee5d5d96f15.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/b5a1715328b8fba31e2bff935d79323d5b0869446b80fcf828a556d7107a18a9.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/bc712d2466d896f0790698e73df71c7593a56d6855645ff10dd5f51eae52df75.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/0399c23f67cdbfd0919b101fd5bfa7bb3891233dd1af8e1948ccf05871f44d82.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Enjoying a salmon starter, steak main with wine. https://blossom.primal.net/bbd140c0acc692c2ce3ff712318b312c5108e7dd803fb5b33f31378696243e76.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/428a5a4202ffacff9fb834ad45cf12705921b45fb01c056ba616ba3aced04f06.jpg https://blossom.primal.net/aaf0e2603294d6bfdefe2cdd882073c19a1e3142b4041e475efec6fff52e81de.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar This is the aim at the end of the day. TV Stage And for the Final Table https://blossom.primal.net/77485e5da496cbbc1363ba5076eeae3067246d0aae7b35bb79007d1f9c7f9fa2.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And of course the final day of the Irish Poker Open is 6th April. I have Dentures mould appointment early 7th April. Life changing moment. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar After indifferent week online. Two job opportunities falling through. Off to the big one this weekend. The Irish Poker Open. Last played in 2011, and that takes me back. Only staying for few days to give me a taste, and if I make Day 2s, then comeback for next weekend. Don't have a seat for the Main Event, 1150 euro 2.5M GTD. But sure to play a satellite for it, to get in cheaper. The craic will be insane from what I remember of this event in the past. Poker is bringing me back and introducing me to new people, who are understanding of my story. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar With all these live poker events, feels like I'm half and half living at home and hotel. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Travel back Monday, so now is my time to enjoy npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Down in Dublin for the poker. The action is wild. People going all in lite cos "it's only a 100". Turfed out of two of my four attempts at the main event. Other two standard. Finally, got a big stack early in the fourth attempt. Sitting pretty at 145k and 1500/3000/3000 level.. Drunken sailor gets moved to the table with tons of chips playing any two cards all in I have AKo vs his ATo all in pre flop. I'm 70% for enormous stacks at this level. Talking 300k pot. I lose and out, T turn. Steaming,literally. Don't get this often, and get obvious from my past I don't anymore. But I was and still am. So I headed to the bar to cool down. What a chance I had in this tournament, 100k. Gtd with 25k euro to winner, and out. This was my plan. Play Friday and Saturday, and if I don't qualify for day 2, then beers Saturday evenng and all day Sunday.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now chilling in the evening......Noo more.... Careful, having a cocktail, whiskey sour Yesterday was on Guinness and Whiskey straight, what a hangover. Didn't want that two days in a row.. https://blossom.primal.net/b10d2c727f186c12c935342628ec58d4ae7c6e331a21748d0bebd5a6aec9b149.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Well this poker tournament didn't work out. In the end bust 6 from the money, but was forced all in in the big blind. Lost crucial blind vs blind all in left me on fumes, that was a 60 40 chance, happy to take that. I was ahead. Earlier in the day lost a 95% chance all in. JJ in 3bet pot on J high flop, I check raise he shoves I snap call all in vs AA, A turn wtf. Left me very short never recovered. Entered hyper turbo, made it through but short with 10 blinds. Doubled with QJ vs 33. Then that crucial all in A2s vs T9s left me on 3 big blinds Then 98o vs AJo final hand 27th, happy npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Old money stamp 3p old money. Current money 1.80 euro #inflation #Bitcoin wins https://blossom.primal.net/b854cd0c78f7fae26f37ca317ba1db98f1f343f66adab0ec724462a0641e5fb4.jpg npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Once my dentures are complete. I've just bought a new shirt. PINK colour, woah, not my usual colour by any means. My out coming with dentures npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Stars account I got permanently banned due to gambling past npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I used to grind $4.40 180 mans..... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar GG, ACR, Coin, WPT. The last 3 soft and small field tournaments compared to GG. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For my old accounts, haverl on pokerstars - only account I got permanently banned due to gambling. And havenrl in full tilt poker. Use shark scope. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Check my results , searching for hodlmoar on shark scope. I need to check my player group name for all the poker account names. What a challenge getting my old accounts reopened. They are dormant and disabled. Problem being, old email account long time closed down. Easy to rectify with documents. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I hit a high of $3.7k in my bankroll. Down to 3.3k, upto 3.6k, down to 2.8k, upto 3k. Variance I need to battle too. Another serious side of my study is the mental game. This will aid me from my gambling past with mental health problems. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Tricky, but in the end, got my bitcoin software working. Now to install catalogue of video games. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Need to plan out my next steps poker wise. Over played too many events in Cork. Adjust, to Max 3 bullets in the main event. Or if higher buyin , then 2 bullets Max. Don't chase more events either. I've got all weekend, after all. More games to come in the future. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Love my spicy food. Real spicy food. Burning mouth, watering eyes, forehead sweating time. With rich dark red vindaloo curry. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back in home town . Next bus over one hour. Usual. Time for Indian. Beef Vindaloo. Had this in Limerick last weekend. Same restaurant chain. Compare time. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Think I need to go back to Windows. Software needed for Irish Poker Open, the 1150 euro main event 1M gtd. Last played it in 2011. When it was 3500 or 4500 euro. These games I'm playing. Play passive aggressive. Some guts overcall with hands they should 100% 3bet. Of course aggressive players too. That's why, thinking of online cash games to sharpen flop, turn, and river play. Many tournament series coming up, that I should aim to qualify for. That's why. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar So my profits from Limerick, payed for the Cork games. In the main event, bust level 16, end of day 1. About 100 left. Fired 4 bullets. Too many. Should keep to two bullets for 250/300 buyins. Then for 200 and under three bullets. Just in main event only. Side events are one bullet only. And took 600 with me to Limerick. That score, payed for ALL the games I played in Cork. Got value. The second afternoon bullet was incorrect. Was already playing the morning main. So lesson learned. Keep to one game per day. Or with hours between efforts. Since these live tournaments take hours and hours of concentration. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Travelling back home today. What a bank holiday weekend playing live poker. Played the PLO 4/5 tournament. Only 7 of us. 3 of them re bought in 5 or 6 times. Swelled the prize pool. Won a crucial 6 way all in on flop with s monster 4 of my 5 cards giving me a wrap straight draw. Went runner runner nuts low straight. In truth, any of my 4 cards given me straight. Had all the chips. Total fish at PLO. Blind potted under gun... Played it drunk. So much fun. In the end, 2 pay. They asked for 3rd place bubble, I said no. I.bubbled. Pot flop with top pair, wrap straight draw, and nuts flush draw. Then turn flush paired board. Pot turn caused me all in. Drawing dead vs full house. Didn't notice that paired board since I ESS drunk. So much fun. Letting hair down. Planing future poker npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Didn't get anywhere in the hyper for the main. Withdrew some profits from my online balance, to pay for the last couple of bullets. Since I played 5 bullets overall, with paying for 4. 300 starting now, 150 monster stack in 2 hours, starts with less big blinds, go figure. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Even though I went over budget. Played 4 bullets in the main. My strategy is only 2 bullets Max. The first one was the 20 last longer ticket So that one counts for free. 20 to play the 250. Played 3 bullets then. One over my limit. The middle day 1 I played down to tilt. Mind was fried. Already played for 6 hours, and I had another 9 hours to go. Today, hyper for main. Mind fresh. 80x, 15 minute blinds. I know short stack inside out. But for hypers, you need 400x or 100k.... Would be taking a punt for shot at big payday. Otherwise monster stack in the afternoon. If I play the hyper for the main. Withdrawing the amount from my online profits. Of the 3.8k USD score. Currently at 3.4k balance npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Remember that chat we had at btc Prague? @nprofile…pnes Going through with getting dentures. All my teeth roots have been extracted. Halfway. Few months now , then onto Dentures. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I treat poker tournaments differently. I have a bankroll to support playing these games. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Couple of weeks now since the Dental Extractions have finished now. Couple more months for the gums the fully heal before I can start Dentures. Life changing for me... Long time coming. On top of my mind. Able to do this now. Amazing. One day at a time. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar With my poker profits, time to invest in more bitcoin.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now I've booked the next poker trip. Feels like travelling the full length of the country. Down into Cork. Going down the day before, as I did in Limerick. Got free main event ticket and 2 nights in the hotel included from the last longer. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Two days ago, visited the Dentist for the final teeth extractions. Now my mouth is fully empty of the teeth roots. A relief, feels like a weight off my shoulders. Now into the waiting game before the transformation with Dentures. Just over 2 months, for the gums to heal and harden up. Simply too soft and tender currently. Then, a mould, then Dentures, then I can Smile. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Overall in the tournaments. Avg buyin $3.63 Profit -$12.30. Early stages. Very happy with tournament progress. Cash -$14.21. Overall, with cash game money bonus converted into cash. -$12.46. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played online poker again. Losing at cash games, never been my thing. Only playing micro stakes., ,0.01/0.02 and I'm down -7 buyins or -$14.21 Got a bonus if $25.60 cash game money, converted most if it into cash. Got close in tournaments yesterday. The $5. Finished 18th for $13.54. Where over $750 for the winner. Do close. Playing tournaments better. Overall -$13.50 from $100 deposit. Tournament games playing micro stakes. Max $5.40. Going to change only to tournaments. Had winning day yesterday, about + $27. A start. Got $4 of cash game money left to convert. Then tournaments only. Micro stakes, Max of 5. 500 bankroll. Might adapt this number. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar The side event played like a turbo. I could see between the lines. So, that's the advantage ideas. Very happy with I played. Next game next week. And a festival following week. I'll see, Next 3 Mondays full. Interview, followed by two trips to dentist. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played the side event. AA cracked again to leave me on fumes. AA cracked in both main and side. Have to plan out poker tournaments now. On the beer now npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Had plans on the next tournament if i cashed in this one. Not to be. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Now to enjoy the evening, albeit at the hotel npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Played much better in this poker tournament than the last one. Got through 2 breaks. Bust 96th from 300. AT < KQ for 9BB push. Got short after losing too many pots after the break. Overall. Made good comeback from losing AA all in, which left me at 8BB. And, 80% , on tournaments you lose. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Not in doubt npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar For a bitcoiner, privacy and being secure is the better option. So Linux appeals massively. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar yeah, compulsive gambler. Not gambled since 2017. Difference is. I have money I could use for my poker bankroll. So, that money would only be used for poker. Yeah, giving it a real thought. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Up early today. Travelling across the country. On the menu is a poker tournament. 200 in , 40k gtd in the pool. Chance here. Half thinking about online poker return. However, with running Linux, the poker software doesn't work. Tried one site. Installed, but couldn't log in. Had enough. Answer, simple. Go back to using Windows. Can I ever be that desperate?! npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar I wanted to try and comeback to poker. Liquidate some bitcoin. All up in smoke now. Live out of town, too far away. Got a big live poker tournament on Saturday in a different city. Looking forward to that. Thinking about online poker Catch 22, I'm using Linux. We'll see if they even work. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Went to play a live poker tournament in the casino Sunday evening. When I bust early and went home. Window smashed, suitcase, all perfumes, all perfume oils. And 2 whiskey bottles, some skincare too. All stolen. About worth 1200 euro. Called police. Stayed up all night. Moved back in with parents. Not ideal at all. Thankfully, computer, turntable, mini computer, razors all fine. They are expensive. My bitcoin wallets safe. Just back from holiday, and I purchased the perfumes, sigh. Sad. I'll comeback stronger npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And with that dentist visit. All the teeth remains have been extracted from the top half of my mouth. Half way. Back in the new year. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah..... What a holiday. Totally what the body and mind needed. Had 2 massages Had cold plunge, with saunas. Two day trips. One a hike and swim. Second visit old city. Souq, and then dinner up at 2100m above sea level on top of mountain. Invigorated. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar And fair play to the train company. Explained my 4.5 hour delay for missing the previous train to the conductor. Said its fine, phew, saved paying for the same ticket twice. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar One day to rest after the holiday, and back into the dentist chair for more teeth extractions to eventually prepare for dentures. Haven't smiled with teeth showing for over 15 years. Really looking forward to this moment. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally able to go to sleep now after 45 hours. New record. Very tired. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Back home in the flat now. Typical Irish weather, lashing down, heavy rain. Only a 5 minute walk from train station, but got drenched. Glad to be back. Straight away, kettle on , heater on. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Did have time for a quick Guinness before the train npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Just hit 43 hours no sleep, but I did get 40 winks on the 5am flight. Smashed my 42 hours awake from Vegas 2009 npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ah, on the train home. Asked two attendants about my missed 3pm ticket for the 7.32pm train, said fine. Saved me buying twice. Lost 4.5 hours stuck in in transit. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Life changing experiences npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar What a holiday experience that was npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Since the delays, been up for 39 hours so far..... For the first flight, I was nodding off on, got fourth winks npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Finally back in Ireland. Had trouble landing at Dublin. Abandoned twice, landing at Shannon. Stuck on the air plane for 4 hours. Landed at Dublin. Both difficult landings, but OK. From 25, to 10c, I feel the cold..... Won't get home till after 10pm at this rate. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Oh nice npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Nothing like sipping whiskey at 3.45am in airport lounge... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Ahh, now chilling in a business lounge for free, courtesy from N26 Metal ..... First lounge for free. Quite very busy npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar My word airport in Dubai mega busy even just past midnight npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Bitcoin only npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar From suntan T-shirt shorts and 25C to jumper trousers jacket hat gloves and 7C. Welcome home.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Posting them as I go.... npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Visited the Burn Khalifa the tallest building in the world. Elevator lighting quick going up 125 floors. The view, no words to describe it. 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What a good 2 week holiday. Awesome. So many life experiences, incredible. Today, cold plunge, sauna, and red light therapy. Up to the tallest building in the world. Picture taken for memories. Once in a lifetime. Met so many new people. Prefer the transport in Dubai, but prefer everything else in Muscat. What a holiday. npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Entering last couple if hours in Dubai. 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About 3-4 hours late having first meal of the day. So making up for it. Exquisite restaurant this is npub1fwlrszde96s4qjrglqhxl6afhq2qyvxah6gvgpvyx0dwtx9l809snapjam hodlmoar Went way out of my depth for this one . Went out of my comfort zone. First time doing cold plunge, sauna, and red light therapy. What an experience.... #nevent1q…hzgh