I'm an autistic nerdy gamer and computer enthusist, drowning in burnout. Resisting the urge to slam things on the floor till the chaos stops. Current obsessions: Sentient robots Playstation Open Source Software WARNING: Subtext language pack not installed #fedi22 #gaming #photograpgy #feminism #linux #anime #pdx #playstation #ActuallyAutistic #ADHD #AuDHD
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Last Notes npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1v7z…d59r If I'm WEARING it, yes, wireless. But I don't typically have huge bandwidth needs for things I'm wearing. However, I wire my trackball and keyboard at my desk. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I'm enjoying not making up "normal" answers anymore. We were in the car recently, and close allist asks "What are you thinking about?" "I'm thinking about how I'm going to set up the vlans when that router arrives and whether or not I can trunk over MoCA." Them: *Surprise plus confusion* npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda As soon as I put the RAID card back in, Ubuntu server hangs at boot. Ugh npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Noooo... I don't want it to be pride month! "You got something against 🏳️🌈 pride?!" No, of course not... But if it becomes pride month, it means rent is due... npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1zvr…f7gw Omg, slow down! I want to see why the black one is taller npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda PS5's non-game feature set is objectively worse than PS4! Feature PS4 has that PS5 can (won't!) do: Web Browser (I'm aware there's a trick) DLNA music playback. DLNA Video Playback. Tidal playback (Via Plex app) Themes Curiosity Stream (despite PS4 backward compatibility - which the Spotify app used till the PS5 app was finished!) Remote Play via PS Vita npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1hq7…fhvp You are being deliberately obtuse, Mr serial number npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda And no, I don't just take someone's word that someone else is a damn nazi. I don't have to. I just hop on the internet and watch, hear, and read the nazis themselves tell me they're fuckin nazis! I have eyes and ears of my very own that work reasonably well, and the brain cells to process that input with. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I keep hearing this crap about unity. I'd love it if everyone got along, at least well enough to leave each other alone. Very enticing concept... Except for one ELEPHANT in the room... I'm not compatible with unity with people who want certain groups of innocent people to stop existing. Especially when I'm in at least two of said groups, and I have friends in even more of those groups. I don't want to be united with fucken nazis. I'm not capable of it! Nazis bad! npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I don't give a fuck how stupid people think this is... One of my life goals is to beat Sonic the Hedgehog 1, 2, 3, and Sonic CD WITH the Chaos Emeralds/Time Crystals! Other people have loftier life goals like climbing everest, or getting a world record, or whatever else... THIS IS ON *MY* LIST OF LIFE GOALS, and if you have a problem with that, go suck Robotnik's left testicle! npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub19z0…0dmq It's just sensory issues... I do keep sunglasses on eveywhere BECAUSE everything was too bright. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I am so tired of the US. Let's see... Republicans are nazis, so they're out. What are my dem primary choices... Joe Biden... Ugh. His only redeeming quality is at least he's not Trump. Marianne Wlliamson. Hey, a woman! Who's she? *search* Oh... she's someone who thinks there's a link between vaccines and autism. *heavy sigh* I fucking hate this. Can I write in "Anyone with some god damn intelligence and compassion who's not old enough to remember the invention of electricity"? npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda A successful 3D print! Technically, I can now have infinity infinity cubes! https://cdn.masto.host/pdxsocial/media_attachments/files/112/388/235/866/121/793/original/a6f7507a6f2b4bf4.mp4 npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Apparently, when running Linux, my ThinkPad's BIOS settings can be changed from the terminal, without installing any additional anything. That's an interesting feature, but I can't think of why I'd need it. Or why anyone else would need... oh, maybe because that means you could script it, and thus deploying hundreds of these becomes easier. Anywho ls /sys/class/firmware-attributes/thinklmi/attributes npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Adderall is an interesting medication. I can't get rid of AuDHD (nor do I want to, honestly), but I can sort of dial in the balance of ADHD and Autism. LoL. I can feel the shift when I take my morning dose. One of the most notable trade offs... I trade a complete lack of focus, and a very noisy mind, for an increase in sensory sensitivities. I'm ok with that trade. Even the most extreme sensory pain is less awful than noisy brain that can't think because of the noise. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Damn it! I forgot to finish setting up tailscale after servers were changed, and now I can't check up on my problem server from where I am. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1se2…wyku you have an arch logo... Got anything I might have missed? A log I should read and how to get there? A test to run? (I already ran memtest) Some magical incantation I should be saying over the server? npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1se2…wyku I've been reading logs, line by line, looking up anything that looks slightly abnormal... for hours. I can't find shit. I can't find anything in these logs. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda It's still un-fucking-stable. All that boost in performance and BEEP, it rebooted on it's own, AGAIN. Came REAL close to a melt. Went to my room to mope, and think, and... I need this thing to work. It has to work. It's can't not ever work. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I just learned about a watchdog within Linux itself, independent of whatever BIOS settings for a watchdog. I've temporarily disabled that. If it crashes again, I want it to just hang. I want to see what it vomits on screen. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1cvt…nx88 Whichever it is, let's hope one of these was the problem and it'll be fucking stable. Putting back my Plex metadata right now. Forgot to back up my prerolls. *heavy sigh* npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1cvt…nx88 I don't know if the improved GUI performance is because Ubuntu, or because I cleared that fucked up partition table. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1cvt…nx88 I fucking LOATHE snap crapages npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1cvt…nx88 *dry heaves* Ubuntu Server npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I need to get the actual server software back in... but some things I already noticed changing distro on the server... 1 - the drive lights no longer do fireflies on boot. 2 - graphic performance in gui HUGELY improved. 3 - server fans are lower. 4 - power draw at idle is almost double. Though, that last one, something may be turned off from trouble shooting npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda i hate printers. I hate printers. I hate printers! I HATE PRINTERS! I HATE PRINTERS!!!! I HATE PRINTERS!!!!!! 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 😠 😭 💣 npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I just realized my leg is covered in notes from working in the server. I should probably get a whiteboard. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Random silly thought - Out of spite, I want to make a jigsaw puzzle where all the pieces are shaped as infinity symbols (and the bits to fit in them and fit them together). npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I got it! PeerTube shows downloadable by script via yt-dlp. So in the script, I'll be using a --batch-file, but for testing, I did just one channel. Now... how can I add a second /etc/cron.weekly that runs on a different day? npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Man... The machine I had previously been using as a server is a bit of a horror show, innit? https://cdn.masto.host/pdxsocial/media_attachments/files/112/139/143/233/489/595/original/82032bdb3694d082.jpg https://cdn.masto.host/pdxsocial/media_attachments/files/112/139/143/367/218/547/original/997c7a56cef1aebf.jpg npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1g3c…24kx Masking in reverse? npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Me: *does something autistic* Allist: "You're trying to fit the mold of autism!" Me: *masks autism* Allist: "You're not that autistic!" Me: *isolates to avoid judgement* Allist: "You use autism as an excuse not to spend time with me." Me: *meltsdown* Allist: "See, you're mean!" #ActuallyAutistic npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub1w7a…tpn3 Just to be sure I'm understanding the post I clicked like on, CSAM = "Kiddie porn", correct? npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Speaking of empathy - He consistently waits very patiently when I struggle in the morning. Unless it gets extremely late, he doesn't pester me for breakfast till I'm up. He also seems to know when to lay on me. It's more helpful than the weighted blanket. He's also very forgiving if he gets snapped at when I'm overwhelmed. I wish he could teach this to the humans. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda I've seen lots of posts and articles and what not that mention how much empathy autistic people have, and combine that with anecdotal experiences... If I ever become unable to keep my cat and have to rehome him, I am definitely going to try to find another autist for him to live with. I plan to keep him for life, but I try to always have a plan, just in case. Life goes sideways sometimes. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub14t5…ap6k Oh she had a whole MO! She'd CAUSE meltdowns, knew restraining me resulted in biting and violence - so she'd restrain, get the injuries, and then showed them off "My child is so difficult!" and constantly told me I was horrible. She's a real piece of work! No wonder she wanted to be a fucken cop so bad. She missed the mark though, and ended up campus police. ...and she's one of those people who believes law = moral. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub14t5…ap6k My mother used to use her police holds on me during meltdowns. Traumatic. At least I have a healthy fear of police from it, I guess npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda One day, I'd like to get a rack, mount my 2 big servers, and get a cheap little server to mount up there for Home Assistant. Should be pretty cheap for the HA, as that thing runs on potatoes. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda Hey... a word to everyone, especially women and other vulnerable demographics... I unplugged my BT to FM adapter for diag purposes while in a parking lot, leaving the stereo quietly on the static. Well, I just got someone's GPS telling me exactly where she lives, and what highway she's taking! BEWARE OF FM ADAPTERS! ANY FM RADIO CAN HEAR ANY INFO YOU TRANSMIT TO YOUR CAR STEREO OVER FM! Stereos in which you use BT directly to the stereo are not affected. npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda If I don't agree, I cannot use the TV that was ALREADY PURCHASED UNDER A DIFFERENT AGREEMENT! And I just read some of it. I don't agree. I want my money back. The TV we bought did not have this forced agreement. That's it! I'm fucking done. My next "TV" is just going to be a monitor. I don't want anymore smarts in what's just being used as a display https://cdn.masto.host/pdxsocial/media_attachments/files/112/041/090/172/275/436/original/4f955382cf47991c.jpg npub1gsf6uz2vndnevn775dfuuygsn566qefz8rcwc7ahrphhad2p9qxq0spsrs Miakoda @npub18ry…cyge ...waterfalls don't move much. Erosion takes a long long time.