PCNOMAP. Youthlib & sex/kink positive.
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2026-05-22T05:23:24Z Event JSON
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Last Notes npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Just a reminder that the guy who coined the concept of "adolescence" and also "adolescent recklessness/incapability" was also a eugenicist who didn't even do proper research--He based this all off his own experience as an adolescent. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Mainstream feminism really feels like we’ve all just surrendered to the whims of the sex-negative prudes who have sex-based victim complexes. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: As someone who's been obese all of my adult life except very recently, it feels really great to be able to buy small clothing and have it actually fit me. I bought some shorts and lowkey didn't even think they'd fit and they do, and they don't even hurt. Amazing npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: People disregarding the connection to abuse with BPD has become one of my biggest triggers. Which feels somewhat ironic, if thats the right word. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Fucked up that many of the same people who think sexual pleasure is traumatic for kids also think that physical pain (like spanking) isn’t. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I don’t really get ethnonationalists. “Save the white race” … Why are people scared of their race/ethnicity disappearing over time? What’s bad about humans naturally evolving and becoming more similar? npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Eating pickled red onion out of the jar on its own because I just really love onions and vinegar npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I havent heard of an admin not banning an anti tbh. Whats the username? npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: im pretty sure they do get banned once admins are aware of them? but we cant really stop antis from making accounts, so we can only ban them after they give themselves away npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I love you all. Sorry I’m so controversial and divisive, but not that sorry because *taps url* it will happen again. It’s an inherent part of my values system. Thank you for putting up with it anyway, sincerely npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Thats the journal report Im talking about. Thats all that exists on the topic now. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I hope it doesn't go that poorly but I also wouldn't be surprised. I know there's not a good environment waiting for them once they're deported either, given they were fleeing in the first place. They may be punished for that. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Iirc Hitler also did the "legally documented Jews wont be affected" thing irt to deportation and concentration camps - The loophole was that they made it so a shit ton of documents nobody had were required, many of them would have to pay others to procure those documents for them, and not everyone could afford that. It being "legal" doesn't matter when you're in a position of power and you think you define the law and can simply rewrite it. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Oh yeah, a ton of them voted for Trump. Absolutely shameful and unfortunate and idiotic. I feel bad for them but christ you could have not voted for the guy saying he'd do mass deportation of immigrants!!!! A racist is generally not going to say "I am a racist" they usually hide it npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Trump is going to deport LEGAL immigrants back to a dictator, who's surprised. I guess all those people who said "he's only going to deport illegals!" npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I don't know if anyone else knows about this, and I can't even prove it, but back before Trumps first presidency he had a youtube channel. On that channel he once said if he ever ran for office he'd do it as a republican (he was democratic back then) because republicans were so stupid they'd believe anything. That video doesn't exist anymore, I believe everything in that channel was cleaned out. Anything I search on it, I only find it as a "rumor" in a journalist report, no mentions of the channel at all. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I’m like halfway through Harmful to Minors now… I’m gonna try very hard to finish it before the end of the month. This is what I get for having a depression week. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: This was nice to stumble across. Literally NEVER seen normie accounts defend MAPs in the past, especially when we were a teenager. Even though there are negative things happening, we’re still making progress npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Feel free to use this doodle i made npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Meh, I think the only people who deal with it are people who don’t realize humans thrive more when working together. Selfishness is animal nature, but we’re social animals, each individualhas a *lot* of potential but we live in oppressive systems that treat us like machines. If we all lift each other up that unity can spread and achieve great things. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: thats just false. Paraphillias aren’t even considered disordered unless accompanied with distress - meaning you can have a nondisordered pedophile, this is even on wikipedia and comes from the DSM-5 npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: dont think this guy knows what map means, kinda embarassing for him. Here read up: https://www.b4uact.org/know-the-facts/behavior/ (less than 50% of csa perps are maps) by the way that same site is like the official US mental health research org on pedophilia so I think they know better than you npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: What does that matter if its people (shareholders) who only care about their own greed and not utilizing wealth for the good of all? The people at the top aren’t the hardest working, they tend to do less actual work. They’re usually born into it. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I never hear a single bad thing about finland. Not that ive ever looked, im sure they’ve got *something* going badly for them npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: What we really need imo is social media that isn't reliant on the tolerance of others but the complete open acceptance of others. We shouldn't have to rely on the fediverse because it isn't for *us* - Its always possible we'll be driven away someday. We should have our own place, but that place needs to also be well made if people are going to stick around. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Is this still active? npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I cant really do this... "discuss differing opinions and offer emotional support at the same time" thing.... Sometimes I can but I have to be in a really energetic state of being to do that. Otherwise I have to stick to the objective things. Its too much otherwise. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: None share selfies without permission, lol npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: You didnt show me any screenshots referencing the group chat being dedicated to information On You except this. I do think he should clear things up though by giving context to the point of the GC and why someone wants to target you specifically, but if its someone after you specifically I doubt thats anti behaviour. Thats more revenge-behaviour. Which is what happens when a lot of people dislike you, people feel emboldened to hate you. And that doesnt make it right, that is concerning, I just dont attribute that to Varlus. Im in GC's with many people I dont agree with the actions of lol npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Well then why did you drag my character into it!!!!!!!!!! I highly doubt you're being pedo hunted and if it turns out Im wrong you can show me dfjhj I hope Im not though since that would be much worse for you npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Literally cropped that wrong oops npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Also he uses element he literally left my chat with him because I dont use it enough lmao npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I think you're projecting. They're not pedohunters they *are* pedos. I do not believe Varlus is a pedohunter 😭 that seems like a wild bad faith claim to make honestly. And I get being bothered but thats just paranoia levels. If it turns out he doxes you I'll apologize but I genuinely doubt thats going to happen npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: "borderline anti" is a bit much, I never said I didn't care. I said he was wrong but it seems more like he said "sure Im interested" than a malicious "yes I want to get her" npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Well it didn't seem like he was looking for specific personal information? Maybe I'm reading it wrong, but you havent been doxxed and I think if thats what they wanted they would have tried something? And again, hes not responsible for others in his spaces. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Are you just assuming that he kept it though? I doubt he kept it and if he has I doubt he'll use it. Im not saying he didn't do wrong there, but I dont think he specifically wants to dox you. Not that I'd know since I'm not in that GC, would love to see the logs from it, but thats up to him. And I also was told by one minor that they're afraid of you, so.... He probably genuinely doesnt feel like he can prove one way or another what happened, lol npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Well wasnt it the minor who leaked the selfie? I think its a bit much to assume Varlus was a mastermind in all this. Not saying its good if he didn't speak up about people trying to dox you, but hes not in control of all the minors he talks to? npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: Im friends with Varlus, yeah. Not close but I like *him* - I hope the misgendering isn't intentional. And Im honestly surprised you care so much because from that screenshot (and the ones in it) it wasn't with the intent to dox you, Varlus said he was curious. I believe that. Because it'd be really stupid for a pro-c MAP to dox another MAP who's probably in less compromising positions (since I think youre an adult with mostly adult friends right? arent you anti-c too?) npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: jffjjkf do you mean the minor? I only met them today because I was curious what was happening. If you mean Varlus I'd like to see evidence of trying to dox you jhjkf npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I'd agree if you didn't say "never" and "no matter how long" If someone is talking to you on pedi for years and you dont go for it just because of that - I do think thats paranoia. And I say that having been that way myself. There will always be a chance someone will dox you someday but thats true no matter where you meet them, and Im firmly against "irl chance meetings" being the only way you can ever trust someone. I've met up with paraphiles/MAPs who we met online, and i've seen many others do it. You just need to be careful. npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: I WANT A RAPE.TOWN WHAT thats the best idea for an instance I've ever heard jhfdf npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: i like this one lol npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: so many letters though npub1hp2h3n66qt9mlpmzulk0ssvrte8ps5p6wlcttxe2v42mc65sjvnsx2wqk2 :tbl: Arden/Appo :arden: sometimes i wish discord *did* have a read checkmark function just so I could not reply to certain messages and let them know I saw it and am *choosing* to not respond.
