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It's hard to sleep when you know that your love is suffering a world away from you. The powerlessness to comfort them... The crushing need to just kiss them and tell them that it'll all be alright... Even if you don't believe it. I miss the closeness.

2023-05-06 22:07:02

It took me a long time to figure it out
But at least now I can say I know for sure
You didn't even have to touch me
You were almost amazed by that
I know I was
How could my body respond so strongly, without any contact?
It took me too long to learn, that it was never my body that wanted you
It wasn't my body leaning towards your hands, so close yet so far
It wasn't my lips that were aching to brush against yours
My body was only responding in the way that the intangible bits of my being wished they could
Because it was never my body you had that much control over
My body didn't want yours
My love needed yours
And in the end
That was what I couldn't resist

2023-05-06 19:05:33

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Purple birds angry at the blue birds 🤭🤭

2023-05-06 18:10:17

I hear her voice in every word you say
I feel her ghost in every breath you take
Will I ever love you that way
https://youtu.be/dFaaOwPhVd8

2023-05-06 16:25:58

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Whaaaaaaat? You mean to tell me that some people would rather just enjoy their money than deposit long-term in a bank that offers such low interest that the money's value literally depreciates??? Couldnt be, it's so valuable to hoard fiat. 😭

2023-05-06 14:32:51

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Such a big difference from only a couple weeks ago 😍

2023-05-06 13:36:17

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Another angle 😍
https://i.imgur.com/BkLyCPR.jpg

2023-05-06 02:49:58

This was a thread, but it could've finished on the first tweet. When it comes to people with mental disorders, play it safe. Don't make promises. Save everyone the heartache.
https://i.imgur.com/Up4e4Pz.png

2023-05-05 23:36:18

Is the risk of burning your eyes too great to justify living a life in the sunshine? I suppose, for most, that's the decision they make. How painfully common.

2023-05-05 19:45:40

I have negative reason to be the most mature, understanding, kind, or reasonable person in a room of adults. But some "sane" bitches never had to learn any emotion regulation or basic reasoning skills, and it fucking shows. Why is the 25-year-old with PMDD and bipolar *ever* expected to babysit the "normal" adults? Much less every friggin time?? I will forever be bitter over this.

2023-05-05 09:28:05

Probably the best outline I've found of the manic pixie dream girl trope: "She's stunningly attractive, energetic, high on life, full of wacky quirks and idiosyncrasies (generally including childlike playfulness), often with a touch of wild hair dye. She's inexplicably obsessed with our stuffed-shirt hero, on whom she will focus her kuh-razy antics until he learns to live freely and love madly."
Really sucks, but the fact that there was even a choice just proves it: my existence was nothing more than a lazy plot device in a poorly-written novel.
Alliteration is a significantly preferable literary device, in my opinion. Take, for example: "I hope every Bridge you Built Betraying me Burns in hell Beside you"
See? Much Better.

2023-05-04 19:27:47

It's genuinely shocking how strong a memory or feeling can hit, just from hearing a specific melody.

2023-05-04 14:08:00

Life is inherently pointless. It's the meaning you make that matters.

2023-05-04 00:32:23

Going to an open mic tonight after not practicing for over two months, and I plan on trying something new. I'd say pray for me, but I think the audience will need it more 😂

2023-05-03 23:45:23

There are people who embody arete (virtue in excellence and essential value) who I admire and will stan to the day I die
Then there's kakia, the antonym of arete. And I'm so happy I learned that word today. Why? Because it's the best word I've ever learned to describe most people I dislike, and WHY I dislike them, all in one breath.
Also, kak is Afrikaans for shit, and we love puns in this house 🥰

2023-05-03 21:51:28

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In this case, I'm painting wine glasses. I was under the impression that it was meant to be a wedding gift for my brother's fiance. Turns out it's party favors 🙄

2023-05-03 16:02:04

I love fishnets I love fishnets I love fishnets... 👀👀👀
https://i.imgur.com/1ReDgvs.jpg

2023-05-03 11:30:16

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Welcome back, friend! Good to see ya here again

2023-05-01 18:05:25

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Issuing a loser tax stat. 70% of his weekly income until he quits his shit.

2023-05-01 05:49:37

I've been playing this song for years and nostr needs to add audio recording capabilities so I can share myself singing it.
In the meantime, have some really pretty stuff ❤️
https://youtu.be/nP-AAlZlCkM

2023-04-30 15:22:01

Is there any way to share audio files on nostr through Amethyst or Iris? 🤔

2023-04-30 12:44:22

Mayyyybe gonna dip my toes back in ❤️ I have some erotica to share, and moreover the big-tiddy-goth-girlfriend came out to play today 😇😈
https://i.imgur.com/UsjWtcN.jpg

2023-04-25 09:21:24

Probably taking an indefinite hiatus from nostr. If any of you see me on here, call me on my shit and kick me out.
If anyone wants to contact me, I have the same username on the squick bird app (I know, I sin)
A la prochaine ❤️

2023-04-23 21:50:20

Talking about flirting styles at work and I'm coming to realize that I either have the most rizz, or absolutely none. There is no happy medium

2023-04-23 07:09:58

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It IS technically morning... May as well make it a good one, no? 🥰 Same to you, my friend

2023-04-23 06:52:54

I guess we're wide awake after 3 hours of sleep...? Great... 🙄 Midnight wakeup, time to start the day 😂

2023-04-23 02:12:06

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Heehee, thank you 🤭 It's just the mood I'm in tonight

2023-04-23 02:01:08

Okay, okay, okay. I concede. I can admit when I'm feeling unbearably subby.
The tragic part is the lack of anyone here to give me a beating 😭

2023-04-23 01:05:55

Princess sub goes to the bar to order drinks for herself and her Dom at a kink party. Another Dom at the party approaches and talks down to her. Princess breaks out of sub mode, verbally tears him to shreds, then flounces back to Master's lap where she showers him in affection and immediately folds back into her sweet, obedient, true self.
Only for him ❤️❤️

2023-04-23 01:01:41

I'm not gonna lie. Being a "good girl" for my fiance and being on my best behaviour around him is a lot hotter when he also encourages me to be an absolute bitch to anyone else who wants me... The whole "I'll behave" thing is so delicious when it's followed by "but only for YOU" 😍🤤

2023-04-22 20:54:14

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I understand where you're coming from. Your interpretation of why people subscribe to OnlyFans is a popular one, even if I disagree.
Here's my perspective: OnlyFans is porn. Full stop. People buy porn. MOST people buying porn on OnlyFans are doing so because it's porn. SOME people buying porn on OnlyFans are in a dynamic with the creator, and send money as part of that dynamic. And then you have the VERY small number who have a parasocial relationship and are deluded into thinking it'll "buy" them affection.
As for findom: it's the sub's kink. They literally get off on sending money. Don't ask why. It's a kink; if you don't have it, you won't get it. Many subs in findom are attracted to being ignored while they send. I have absolutely engaged in sessions where I was asked to either degrade or completely ignore a sub while they sent 3 figures. (COMPLETELY ignore, by the way. I was asked to play a video game) If a sub is sending money under the illusion that it'll "buy" them affection or attention, then they're being scammed. Findom is: sub sends Dom(me) money or gifts and gets off on it, Dom(me) receives money or gifts and gets off on it.
As a final example: I have spent well over 3K on gifts for my fiance. If we include what I've spent on plane tickets to see them and food I've bought for us etc, I'm probably pushing the envelope at 10K. But I don't do it because it makes them love me more. I do it because it makes me happy. It doesn't turn me on, like it would turn a finsub on, but I still enjoy it.

2023-04-22 20:21:12

Was just talking to a 30-something who referenced a movie from the 90's. She was surprised when I didn't get it and got (lightheartedly) offended. As though I was alive to see it or something 😂😂
Don't forget who you're talking to. I'm a dumb child, explain your archaic culture, dammit!

2023-04-22 19:54:08

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Even within kink, findom (financial domination) is frequently misunderstood and heavily judged. You don't hear much about it aside from generalized attacks as a result. As in all cases, RACK: Risk Aware Consensual Kink. So long as everyone is being as aware and safe as they possibly can, and not affecting literally anyone outside of the dynamic, who tf cares 😂

2023-04-22 09:16:36

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Always, for some damn reason 😂

2023-04-20 13:06:14

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Oh, didn't know if you wrote your dates 4/20 or 20/4 🤭

2023-04-19 23:49:11

Thank you to #[0] for sharing bitcoinorshit
But while it's motivating, it's also depressing AF. I don't have $200 to stack NOW, much less back when you could buy almost 4K #Bitcoin for that much... It's so hard to get in when this shit launched at 10 years old. 😭
https://i.imgur.com/tWMgjcA.png

2023-04-19 17:13:41

I'm tired of people saying that the secret to "channeling anger into productivity" is to take deep breaths and analyze it. That's not channeling it or being productive. It's stomping it down because you're uncomfortable with your anger. If you need to put on airs of being reasonable and calm because you think your anger invalidates your displeasure with a situation, then have fun choking on that bottle of emotions.
I don't have an answer. That's why I'm trying to find other people who may have solutions. But the answer to "how do I do x with y" sure as shit isn't "throw y away, x doesn't exist".

2023-04-18 00:26:11

So done with this fiat mine... I wanna work from home where I can forgo the stupid office chair and use a cute little sub instead 😭
https://i.imgur.com/b0eZWQX.jpg

2023-04-12 06:26:31

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Morning sunshine! Your post is, as always, a bright ray first thing

2023-04-10 21:06:47

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Hey! Sorry DMs are being weird. We can absolutely talk in this thread

2023-03-30 15:30:37

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100%
ChatGPT is programmed to generate text. No matter what text it generates, it is only ever generating text. No more, no less.

2023-02-28 23:11:39

Got some compliments on my look today, so I'm feeling cocky enough to "bless" you all with a selfie 🤭
https://i.imgur.com/xb4UIeJ.jpg

2023-02-28 22:28:16

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I think, as people rush in, theres going to be some very quick changes to the community in extreme and opposite directions. We'll see, but I'm in for the ride 😈

2023-02-28 17:28:27

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Thanks for the input! It's a little pricey, so gotta be sure 😅

2023-02-28 12:04:01

Has anyone taken the CompTIA A+, Network+, or Security+ cert courses on Cybrary? Or any experience with Cybrary in general? Looking at a career change 😅

2023-02-28 00:48:29

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Aweeee, cute girlies are far from immune to my charms 🤭 If anything, they're even more fun to toy with.
Are you just jealous and trying to get in on the fun? I promise my shopping list is long enough to accommodate both of your wallets 🥰

2023-02-28 00:43:54

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Heehee, you know what findom is, sweets? How cute... Does somebody wanna get rinsed of all their silly fiat...? 🥰

2023-02-28 00:35:56

Trolls are weird to me. I get upset, sure. But then two deep breaths later I'm just fucking bored. I hate being bored 🙄
Shitposts > trolling

2023-02-27 00:27:47

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You do realize that this mindset is why this guy's "troll" comment is not funny, but genuinely scary, right?
Because people make threats online, authorities overlook them, and then the crime is carried out irl.
I'm presuming you don't know what it's like to refuse to take the trash out after dark. I'm presuming you haven't had someone find your parents' work contact to harrass them because they're blocked from contacting you directly. I presume you give out your phone number when you're interested in someone, as opposed to Instagram.
Must be nice to be you, and to enjoy rape threats as a sooper dope troll bruv

2023-02-22 15:42:58

Nostr is definitely my favorite social media... I spend way too much time here. As evidenced by me having both Amethyst and Iris for Android open at the same time 😅
Maybe someday one will update enough to fix its shortfalls and replace the other. But in the meantime...
https://i.imgur.com/GiQvLn4.png

2023-02-21 10:32:40

For those who venerate the Old Gods: today I recognize Persephone in all her glory. I made this "rosary" years ago when she first came to me. Now it's time for me to return to her.
https://i.imgur.com/7lwn4nB.jpg

2023-02-21 08:40:23

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It's actually super impressive how quickly this got resolved by everyone reporting it 😅

2023-02-20 23:12:22

I CAN POST SHIBARI WITHOUT CONSEQUENCES MUAHAHAHAHA
https://i.imgur.com/NnIhOww.jpg