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Last Notes npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Finally! Sophie Lewis, author of the excellent and must-read book Enemy Feminisms, breaks her silence on Gloria Steinem. Apparently it's okay to say Rest in Peace, but not so possible to say Rest in Power. [You here still @nprofile…hm7m?] https://www.patreon.com/reproutopia/posts/eight-theses-on-168891387 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Search: dentalhygiene [my home town] 2026 covid-safe Result: 0 (zero nil zilch) npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Permanent-fight-or-flight response means: Jumpy all the time Hypersensitivities to sound, light, smell, vibration, everything Trouble sleeping through the night Anxious No inner peace Lacking brain capacity for other tasks npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 In the article above (sorry, it's behind a paywall, in German and i don't have the spoons to translate it) one woman claims that she had a remission from ME-type Long COVID by doing a brief session of mindfulness meditation every day and by telling herself "i am not sick" all day long. Well, i have been meditating every day for more than six years and tried every possible thing to get better, including positive affirmations But it's still there. She just got lucky. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Article in Der Bund, newspaper from Bern, Switzerland, about how #LongCOVID can get cured through a neuroplasticity approach, in other words, "it's just in your head. This is so dangerous and might have huge negative repercussions for patients needing support. This article is in reference to the podcast mentioned above. I wrote them an email with these critiques, they have not responded. [paywalled: https://www.derbund.ch/long-covid-neuroplastische-methode-hilft-patienten-989792021268] npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…yj9q It's really quite simple. Whoever is against antifa is fa. They are yet again showing their true colors. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Einen Screenshot des inzwischen gelöschten Toots von @nprofile…q9ra finder ihr hier. https://chaos.social/@fraeuleinwusel/116662392875096521 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…2szz If you do read it, let me know if it is worth it. I still don't quite trust the author. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Facebook whistleblower Sarah Wynn-Williams was forced to sit in silence on stage at an event at Hay festival, after lawyers advised her not to speak because of ongoing legal action brought by Meta." “I think this might be a Hay first, in which we have an author in a hostage situation. Blink once if you can hear us, Sarah, twice if [Mark] Zuckerberg is an asshole.” https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2026/may/31/meta-legal-action-forces-facebook-whistleblower-to-stay-silent-at-hay-festival npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 “Some part of me never forgets that medicine became a modern institution on both sides of the Atlantic because it repressed women scientists, healers, physicians, philosophers, herbalists, midwives, abortionists, mystics. Tens of thousands were exterminated; the rest relegated to the realms of the superstitious, irrational, aberrant, criminal.” ~ Eleni Stecopoulos - Dreaming in the Fault Zone npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Which does sound like a miracle and i can only hope for Reusser, that she does not damage her body in some long-term way. In short, there are problematic aspects to this treatment. Yet it seems to help certain people. But maybe only in certain sub-types of Long COVID? And what happens, if it does not help? Will people blame themself for failing? That's why it should be free of charge and people should stop preaching about it in silly podcasts. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Similarly, i would never make fun of someone who gets better through homeopathy. I don't believe in it. But again, if it works, it works. Another problematic aspect above is activation therapy. As we know, from a number of studies, this can also make symptoms worse. But the article remains vague on exactly how this is done in this treatment. On the other hand, we do have the case of Marlen Reusser, who had #ME type #LongCOVID, but got better and went on to win races again in elite cycling. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 The longer i think about this article, the more i think of it as a cheap shot. If someone gets better by saying stop to symptoms, visualizing a time before the illness and circling around a piece of paper with symbols printed on it, i may have questions, but ultimately good for them. If it works, it works. Belief and autosuggestion can help in healing. I would be too sceptical for this. But who am i to criticize someone who succeeds like that. The one problem i have is that it costs money. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Long Covid und ME/CFS: Heilung in drei Tagen? https://www.woz.ch/!4C332NV50EHR Expensive miracle cures that sound like snake oil are aggressively being pushed in Switzerland, for instance in the podcast So Long COVID. When in fact they can do more harm than good. #LongCOVID #ME npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 What i am doing so far: · Meditate · Buteyko breathing (4 out, 4 hold, 4 in, alterante closing of one tract of the nose) · Acupressure points (i especially see results with: ST36 (Zusanli – “Leg Three Miles”) for overall improvment, CV12 (Ren12 – “Middle Stomach”) for abdominal issues and HT7 (Shenmen – “Spirit Gate”) for insomnia and anxiety) · digestive aids (plantaginis, probiotics and flax seeds) npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 it moved into the gut, with mostly diffuse but sometimes sharp abdominal pains. And finally ear- and headache. At first i was confused because i did not understand what could be the connection. I now believe it's something connected with my vagus nerve and started to treat it accordingly, with some success, but i am not back to baseline. I already asked here once, what do you recommend to treat the vagus nerve? I especially hope for some herbal treatments, supplements and dietary advice. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Ever since December last year i am experiencing a terrible #LongCOVID flare up. It started right after i got my mRNA Pfizer booster, which might be coincidental but does not feel like it is. Symptoms vary. Preexisting symptoms got worse, others that had subsided re-emerged and there were some new symptoms. I knew that something was wrong when tachycardia came back, which i didn't experience often of late. Then my tinnitus got worse, air hunger as well. Then gastritis, vertigo, and eventually npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 And yet another instance of someone coughing in my direction after they see me wearing a mask. It must be around the tenth time. I stopped counting at seven, because even one time is too depressing to even conceive. The kicker this time, i know the guy and where he lives. By name. In fact we grew up together, our parents were friends. But i also know that he was part of the anti-mask protest movement. And must be someone who can't remember faces. He never greets. Suggestions what i should do? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Your Noise Is My Slow Death – Part 3 | Slow Death – A Selectah J Mixtape https://pieceoplastic.com/2026/05/01/your-noise-is-my-slow-death-part-3-slow-death-a-selectah-j-mixtape/ https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/499/020/260/484/985/original/5a8e6dcd7034f139.png https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/499/020/296/714/357/original/c9ca7a0423dcd80b.png https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/499/020/333/803/626/original/40cd5de862113f16.png https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/499/020/365/072/392/original/9876159ea8170828.png npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 What is your favorite acupressure point for the vagus nerve? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…g388 Music Has A Right To Inferno npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 On #Bandcamp pre-order are available. #BoardsOfCanada https://boardsofcanada.bandcamp.com/album/inferno npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 INFERNO. 29 MAY 2026. https://boardsofcanada.com/ #BoardsOfCanada npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…xtkj I see a pattern. If you don't, fine. Boomers had a chance to fundamentally change the world. There was a moment. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…xtkj Fine. But you are deflecting. My question was, why do boomers so often behave in ways, that i understand as ingratiating, or pandering to the younger generations? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…xtkj Other than when it's an accommodation (which i fail to see how a phone speaker makes something easier to hear, but fine, it might be helpful in a few cases). npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Why are so many boomers using their phone on speaker in public spaces? In more general terms, why do boomers imitate the most annoying habits of younger generations? I think it's because boomers are the generation that is the most desperate to be seen as hip. The most ingratiating generation ever. I would much prefer them, if they stil said "you dig?" and had not given up the back to the land movement after one rough winter. What are your theories? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 emergency reactionalysis https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxLZIBGGCgY #BoardsOfCanada #LP5 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Boards of Canada album, the latest developments: "On Thursday the 16th, two important things happened: https://boardsofcanada.com no longer redirects anywhere but lets users "register for first access". A few hours after that, a video that is similar to the VHS tapes but is significantly longer and contains a new track was uploaded to the BoC YouTube channel and various social media platforms. https://youtu.be/6bghDcbzfEU" But they website is still http ;( #BoardsOfCanada npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Had another "but your data looks normal" last week and it has never felt so bad after having terrible ear-headache and GI-issues for weeks. It's absurd to wish for a diagnosis. But not having one is such a bummer. The doubt, the (self-)gaslighting, the worry. It eats me up. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…g8p2 France TV (public broadcaster) did show the women's race. But i suppose this does create some technical burdens that shouldn't be there. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Good news for #BoardsOfCanada fans. (Or is it good, if one of the decipherable messages is "i love jessu"?) https://www.djfood.org/boards-of-canada-posters-in-soho/ npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Tank-Tourismus npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…ypmy Wow, that is one looong article. I will try to look into it. What i can say now is that when i read that book, i mostly agreed with its basic premise, yet didn't agree with many of the points it made. It's also not very well written, meandering in style. I read it and wished someone else took up the basic thesis and wrote a helpful book about it. But parts of it are amazing, especially where it talks about ACT Up and not calling the police on community members. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 All those people who avoid conflicts as if it was the end of the world to instead opt for therapy-speak and self-loathing, you miss a huge opportunity for growth and for a much deeper intimacy. Sadly the latest generation of "anarchists" are some of the most conflict-avoidant people that i have ever met. Which is a joke, if you think it through. I recently read Conflict is Not Abuse by Sarah Schulman, and while i don't agree with everything in the book, its basic premise makes so much sense. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 The brass band at the Carnaval in Lausanne has really upped their abilities since last year. Tight. The one song that keeps playing in my head is "l'amour toujours, les faschos jamais", and i can't for the life of my which song it is set to. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Made by the same person who made "Badger Badger Badger", remember that? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irAjRlH0eiU npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…uyrk In a way this only speaks for the quality of these milk and meat alteratives that these industries feel so threatened and feel the need to lobby politics and the legal apparatus. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Alpro loses its appeal. Swiss federal court finds that the name THIS IS NOT M[*]LK is misleading. It can't say milk on a package even it says this is not milk. Absurd and ridiculous, how desperate the dairy and meat industry are behaving. I will keep calling it milk, assholes. https://www.bger.ch/files/live/sites/tfl/files/pdf/de/2c_0047_2025_yyyy_mm_dd_T_d_12_00_11.pdf #Vegan #MilkAlternatives npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 I mean, a study like that (and there have been a number of similar ones) should be a game changer. It should make people realize that it was wrong to pretend that the pandemic is over. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 People. Hello? Is anyone out there? Did you catch the recent study that found at least one symptom remaining in 60% of health care workers up to four years after initial #COVID infection? It was not a huge study. But it was done in #Switzerland, a very small country. 60%. That's 3 out of 5. "Thirteen of 24 symptoms were more common in aSCV2-infected individuals, with fatigue (22.8%), loss of smell/taste (11.4%), and brain fog (8.3%) being most prevalent." https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s15010-026-02768-0 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Is #Signal down? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 I stopped watching the latest #SNL during the sketch where they made fun of #LongCOVID by calling it a "Long Cold". But later in the show there was a sketch about Tourette Syndrome that was even more #ableist. "THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE. Mocking a disability is never acceptable. It would not be tolerated for any other condition, and it should not be tolerated by people with Tourette’s." https://www.tourettes-action.org.uk/news-831-.html Those are such cheap shots. And the host was so cute on the night. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 SNL making fun of "Long Cold"!? I guess ableist punching down is funny now?! #LongCOVID npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Industry is one of thase shows where the dialogs are kept deliberately complicated, in order to make the plot line sound more interesting, because you keep not quite understanding what the hell they are talking about. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…drz2 Ist Masnick bei Techdirt auf dem neusten Stand? https://www.techdirt.com/2026/02/27/palantir-sues-swiss-magazine-for-accurately-reporting-that-the-swiss-government-didnt-want-palantir/ npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…66g3 I think it's John because of Ivan + Flora. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Wow. Blackbirds are *HORNY* this year. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 State of The "Union" Trump 2026: brag brag lie brag threaten brag lie brag brag brag brag threaten lie threaten lie threaten brag brag brag lie lie lie lie threaten brag brag In other words, just like any previous #TrumpSOTU. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…jycd Yes, same here. I used to love going for walks early in the morning, to observe the beaver and other animals . I find it amazing how my eyes can adapt to low light conditions (of course i am lucky that way). It is true that they shine headlights right in your face, but i don't think this can't be helped. It just needs a new, hmm, "etiquette" for lack of a better word. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 We live in a relatively dark area, close to city, but we see more and more dog walkers and joggers with extremely strong head lamps around here. Most of them do not "control" their light beam, wave it all around. Some of these lamps can be so strong that they blind me. Is this a local trend or do you notice this phenomenon elsewhere? (Note: Of course i have no problem with this when people with vision impairments use flashlights. But they tend to use it much less wildly) npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…ft2h I think it says more about you than you might think, how dismissive you are of "community surveys". In a disease where is no objective data, we will always depend on subjective patient reporting. That survey by Gez (a medial researcher by trade) was answered by well over 2000 people (if my memory serves me right). I also remember a later study that confirmed the 25/25/50 finding. Still looking for it though. If i can be arsed. @nprofile…yqta npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…yqta let's also not minimise that certain people do get adverse reactions to vaccines. I remember a survey among the #LongCOVID community (done by Gez Medinger), came to the result that 25% experienced a worsening of their symptoms after vaccination. Whereas 25% saw improvements in their baseline, for the rest, 50%, nothing changed. As i say above, vaccines are great. People should get them. But to many don't. Which forces people with known adverse reactions to get one. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…yqta Yes, i did consider that and tested for it twice. The other thing is that i already had worsening symptoms after my 1. and 2. booster, increasingly so. After which i skipped a few mrna boosters (when vaccine coverage in the general population was still quite decent here), and then switched to novovax, to which i had zero adverse reaction. But last year novovax didn't get an update and was not available where i live anyway. In theory it could be something else, but npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Let the record show: Almost three months on and i am still struggling. I am still miles away from the baseline that i had reached before the covid vaccination that has fucked me up. It is an absurd situation, that i as someone who has always had strong adverse reactions to mrna vaccines, felt pressured into getting it, because almost everyone else stopped getting them. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 When will i finally admit it to myself that i can't digest tofu?! npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…6272 I need them as well. But this is bad. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "High sensitivity [...] is not a diagnosis but a difference. If it is a hereditary predisposition, it is epigenetically modified. It is not illness, although it can increase susceptibility to it. There is a correlation, for instance, between high sensitivity & autoimmune disorders. It’s not toxicity, even if it can be exquisitely bred by toxicity. It’s not fragility; it takes determination and stamina to navigate society as a sensitive person.” ~ Eleni Stecopoulos - Dreaming in the Fault Zone npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "an investigation into headphones has found every single pair tested contained substances hazardous to human health, including chemicals that can cause cancer, neurodevelopmental problems and the feminisation of males. Even products by market-leading brands such as Bose, Panasonic, Samsung and Sennheiser were found to contain harmful chemicals in the formulation of the plastics from which they are made." Great news for us who have #hyperacusis. https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2026/feb/18/hazardous-substances-headphones #plastic #headphones npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…0qnq That's what it seems to say. I often get up to do something and then find myself standing in front of a cupboard completely forgetting what it was. I often need to back step to the place where the plan started to remember. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 This part speaks to my experience profoundly. "Another key system involved was the central executive network. It includes the prefrontal cortex and basal ganglia and supports planning, working memory, response selection, and filtering of distractions. Deficits in this network produce a characteristic pattern. Slower responses, difficulty filtering competing inputs, reduced ability to maintain task rules. This reflects impaired regulatory control rather than isolated memory loss." npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "With longer duration of #LongCOVID, some key brain connections become weaker - especially those linked to prefrontal regulatory areas. At the same time, other connections become stronger. A new fMRI study shows this reflects a progressive reorganization of how brain networks communicate🧵" Since this was posted to twitter 🤮, someone thankfully generated an unroll: https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/2023188802785693701.html npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "The best way to be liked is to be funny, make sure to be funny Try not to laugh too hard at anyone else's jokes Someone has been secretly loving you from a distance What? Who? Don't look into someone's eyes if you love them for too long They will see you as you are" Barry Can't Swim - The Person You'd Like To Be npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Your Noise Is My Slow Death – Part 1 | Silence – A Selectah J Mixtape https://pieceoplastic.com/2026/02/13/your-noise-is-my-slow-death-part-1-a-selectah-j-mixtape/ https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/063/260/371/429/459/original/2717d855a6a196bd.png https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/063/260/408/853/645/original/b1e32d9ce0318e6b.jpg https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/116/063/260/446/510/094/original/75226c4172e15474.png npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Yes yes yes, i know that i sound like a broken record. But the absurdity of this situation is just so damn mind boggling. Having to weigh risks against each other, when really you are not trained for this. I wish other people than those who are chronically ill would start to build pressure to bring back masking in health settings, at the very least. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 I have had weird abdominal pains for almost a week now. It can be harmless and i do not have a fever. Yet. But it can also be the start of something serious. In "normal" times, if only i knew that people would still be masking at the doctor's office, i would not hesitate for one second to go show this to my GP. But as it stands it turns into an impossible risk assessment. What if it is indeed a harmless constipation, but i get infected with some other bug–because one-way masking is a risk? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 And now my GP is on vacation. That's just great. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…myvk Oh wie gut dass niemand weiss ... npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Versprecher des Tages: Schliferharmsuppe Gemeint war: Haferschleimsuppe npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Felling like crap, pain in the appendix area, but the biggest has to we going into a medical facility, where no one will mask and i risk a dangerous infection. This is so absurd. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Motion to rename Silicone Valley into Dystopia Valley. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Letztlich ist es egal, ob das, was wir tun, legal oder illegal ist", sagt Stewia. Für sie steht etwas anderes im Vordergrund: Wer darf was im öffentlichen Raum? Die beiden sehen das Anbringen von Stickern als Selbstermächtigung, um am öffentlichen Diskurs einer Stadt teilzunehmen." https://archive.ph/pRMrW#selection-4159.0-4169.183 Ich sehe leider viel zu viele Fussball-Stickers, darum gerne mehr "dadaistisches oder sinnloses". Oder die hier: https://chaos.social/@fr3nzin3/115883488557152755 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Antideutsche Willkommenskultur. Oder: Wieso das Fediverse leider nie eine echte Alternative werden kann. (Odre vielleicht auch: Bitte heisst diesen neuhier Account willkommen @nprofile…peyp) https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/115/954/405/671/349/454/original/573db519d1588aef.jpg npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Six years ago there is a good chance that i got infected with COVID at a protest against the #WEF in Davos (i had a severe infection after, but another one a few months later, so COVID could be either of them) and i have not recovered since. #LongCOVID has radicalized me in the sense that i understand now who my actual comrades are. It's not the people i thought for many years, who i had been organizing that protest with. Large parts of the so-called radical left are ableist and ageist. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…a273 I am sorry to hear that this happened to you. But i actually think it is rare. It is a risk though, a numbers game. From what I hear among the #LongCOVID community a certain percentage of people even get better thanks to the vaccine, the largest part sees no difference and i happen to be among the ~ 25% who see symptoms getting worse. I mostly regret that i couldn't get the Novovax this year, that didn't have an adverse effect for me. And i blame our health department. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Vaccinations are great, they saved a lot of lives. People who had bad reactions before should not have to vaccinate. But when almost no one else continues to vaccinate, i felt like i needed to take the risk. And my body is paying the price. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Behind each rent check is the threat of state violence. If we can’t pay the rent, or if we defy any terms our landlords set, they can call on deputies of the state to throw us out of our homes. A deed is a voucher for state violence.46 When a landlord calls in that right, the state will do the dirty work of physical force for them, sending its officers to evict." ~ ibid. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Those who are now the most vulnerable to the violence and injustice of our current system have the most to gain by its destruction and the creation of another way of life. We want a world without landlords and a world without rent. We want everything for everyone." ~ Tracy Rosenthal, Leonardo Vilchis - Abolish Rent: How Tenants Can Solve the Housing Crisis #CurrentlyReading npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 In theory i agree with this statement so much. But how does one "organize in communities and develop relationships with neighbors" when one has lost all trust in neighbors and feels betrayed by all the activist communities from before the pandemic? The only option i see is in online communal care groups and i so wish to find one again. Is anyone interested in creating a committed radical communal care group with regular meetings for #COVIDcautious folks? npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Feels kinda great to longer watch Jon Stewart, after he mocked mask wearers in the most pathetic way possible and never apologized. Because watching the liberal centrist had been a guilty pleasure anyway. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Long COVID and disability advocates must support efforts at sex work decriminalization, a public health response to the very AIDS epidemic they cite while white-washing a radical history of Black queer activists. And they must resist neoliberal frameworks like the SWERF, or sex worker exclusionary radical feminist, movement." https://thesicktimes.org/2026/01/06/long-covid-advocacy-is-incomplete-without-sex-workers/ #LongCOVID #SexWork #Racism npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Faced with this overwhelm, it is becoming more important than ever for individuals to organize in their communities, develop relationships with neighbors, and find ways to support one another. The struggle for disability justice intersects with the fights for racial and climate justice, safety for our immigrant neighbors & trans siblings, and a dignified life for all people. By organizing across movements, we can build the liberatory future we all deserve." #disabilityJustice npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Mutual aid and community care feel like the strategies we need to prepare and meet the ongoing struggle. The people who are going to be most harmed are queer and trans disabled folks, Black and Brown disabled folks, disabled migrants, and disabled undocumented folks. We need to understand the intersections of these systems and how they harm people, and we need to work across movements." ~ Dom Kelly npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 "Since Donald Trump marched back into the White House in January 2025, his administration has waged an all-out war on disabled people. Trump has issued executive orders rolling back civil rights protections, slashed funding for vital services and support, and advocated for legislation that would ramp up institutionalization." https://truthout.org/articles/disability-justice-organizers-are-creating-the-liberatory-future-we-all-deserve/ #DisabilityJustice #USpol npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Among the physical sensations that tend to bother me, bright lights are the easiest to deal with. Close the blinders, wear sunglasses or close my eyes. Done. Noise is second, in that it can be dealt with, noise cancelling headphones or white noise. But not all the time, since those tools can turn into a claustrophobic burden, especially at night. The most invasive sensations are smell & vibrations. They can't be filtered out. Perfumes add insult to injury. And nothing helps against shaky floors. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 As some one once said, "My chronic illness can't wait for decades for shit to be fixed." npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 The cycle between on the the one hand gaslighting myself and belittling my own pain, which compared to what others around the world go through is laughable, and on the other hand drowning in despair without a vision of how things could ever improve under the current system, it only makes everything worse. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Woken up by the fridge sound from our kitchen. It's like my body lacks all the filters that otherwise protect people. It's like i am raw perception. Stuck in limbo. Maybe i need a guru or someone to help me break through to the "other side". If that even exists and is not just a form of psychosis as some claim. But those people usually run cults. Fuck. Sorry for this rambling thread. I am in despair. And soooo tired. And aware that no one can help. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 When you are so sensitive to everything life becomes torture. My body feels like an open wound. I wish i could find a way to find enlightenment, ego death, to dissociate from it all. But i am too weak. Only literal death will bring me peace. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Today would have been a beautiful day, it had snowed overnight, the sun was out. But i needed to close the blinders because my eyes could not take the brightness. I went to bed and my neighbor decided it was time to start his air dryer, directly underneath our bed, which makes the floors shake and the white noise machine does not stand a chance against the humming noise. For the umpteenth time i will have to wait it out, unable to sleep. He knows that it bothers me, but enjoys to torture me. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 One of the biggest continuous challenges for me with #LongCOVID is my heightened sensitivity to basically everything. Noise, smell, vibrations, light. All sensations are exaggerated to the point of being painful. It makes life almost unbearable in this loud, smelly, bright world, where we can only afford a shitty apartment near the waste treatment plant with loud neighbors who make our floors shake. I try to meditate into it, but that makes it even more raw. My ability to sleep is also affected. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 What I would need is unattainable, here, a small cabin on a patch of land, without any direct neighbors or with only considerate ones. An impossibility. The only thing that helps me sleep are pills, benzos, ibus, paracetamol, that in turn also take a toll on my health. I see no way out. My assisted suicide is basically decided. For now i wait for my frail, demented mother to die, because i don't want to burden her with that. But once she is gone, i will apply for it. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Make geeks unsexy like Louis in Ghostbusters again. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 The one dish we certainly would never ever cook is this horrible number: https://bsky.app/profile/antiall3s.bsky.social/post/3m7prmw3smk24 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 This year we had an exceptional pumpkin season in our garden. Ten decent sized butternut and one large muscat de provence (no idea how that one came to us), plus a few smaller ones (hokkaido and butternut). At the start i was afraid that it might get boring. So i went through all our cook books, looking for recipes. Twenty plus kilos later we have cooked forty different dishes, one more delicious than the other, eight soups, seven tarts. What a versatile vegetable. https://pixelfed.social/p/Antiall3s/884029089300369747 npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…dfpn @nprofile…pfuj Same, blocked and reported that account npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 @nprofile…glyx Yes and no. I agree that all things considered they must count as liberals. But in their self-perception many see themselves as leftists. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 The US starts an unprovoked war. But leftist prefer to continue with their Mamdani-obsession. npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 Monkey Buddha. Homage to Cecilia Giménez RIP https://assets.chaos.social/media_attachments/files/115/830/221/647/348/093/original/3de8faf1ca8b7818.jpeg npub1u6elpu0k03z2y06crethcgw85w4yg0hjdxluzh42zehvqa37j93s52edn5 Anti. 🐘 I mean who cares about the Gregorian calendar, this symbol of the hegemonic notion of time that they continue to force us to surrender to under late stage capitalism. Kick it to the can, if you ask me. But then, even if we celebrate this arbitrary bullshit, is this really the best way to celebrate that we could come up with? Everybody overeating, getting drunk and vulgar. Playing mock wars with fireworks. Creating a noise that scares all the other species of animals. That's just pathetic.