Big gay chronologically ill disabled chrysalid. Ridiculously gentle & sincere irl but the work I used to do now means getting plagued hooray
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Last Notes npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega and yet, allistics will also deny things and gaslight en masse, so that self doubt is never going away no matter how often you're right npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega dreaming of a distant future where I can afford a glass npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega oh gosh, no apology needed, I wasn't complaining and it was clear what you meant. Just inspired a silly fun thought npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega this is lovely but it does now have me thinking of "horse/peace" as an either/or ultimatum npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega also like, making a huge thing of charcoal by putting wood in a pit and lighting it and sealing it and coming back four or five days later and hooooly shit that's so much charcoal npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega just as films convinced old people that they could simply beat up all the "bad guys" if they got angry enough, games have convinced young people that after a major disaster they could just walk around picking random shit up and a few days later their totally unsupervised crops from their 5 Wheat Seeds would make them self-sufficient npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega i got up at 7 wtf npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega "But you, like myself, have had a terrible tragedy in your life, though one of an entirely opposite character to mine. Do you want to learn what it was? It was this. In you Hate was always stronger than Love. There was no struggle between them at all, or but little; of such dimensions was your Hatred and of such monstrous growth. You did not realise that there is no room for both passions in the same soul. They cannot live together in that fair carven house. npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega reading him tell himself that "you loved me" and murmuring aloud "no he didn't, girl" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega "The gods are strange. It is not of our vices only they make instruments to scourge us. They bring us to ruin through what in us is good, gentle, humane, loving. But for my pity and affection for you and yours, I would not now be weeping in this terrible place. npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega uh oh I opened the full version of de profundis again. help. help npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega wow that's the wankiest thing I've said in a while. Anyway I'm glad you're taking care of yourself x npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega that good stuff can come from surprising places! Grapple them unto thy soul, etc npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega yeah. I am still struggling with trusting anyone. which makes building the support you need impossible. But when the last several calls came from inside the house, I dunno how else to be npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I am slowly being taught that the ones who post big are often frauds, and the ones who come through are mostly quiet people you barely know :| npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega everything takes so goddamn long and so much WORK now. Even when you're TRYING TO SPEND MONEY, something you hate doing because you really really can't afford it and agarghrgh npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega alright, fuck this, I'm just going to shoplift from them instead. They clearly don't want my money so npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega reminded me of the chryssalids: npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega it was striking to gradually move away from there, and then leave completely... and then interact over the next few years with people still there (or on the blue reskin, whatever). npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I'd say this was the cruellest disconnection, but it would be a lie with such a great smile showing npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega "this browser extension forces search engines to only show results from before 2023!" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega people really want to believe hitler was some special evil genius, and not a completely unremarkable arsehole whose chrysalis form has always existed in most people's lives, waiting for the right conditions npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega "watch as I cleverly undermine the dictator who wants to be the centre of everyone's attention by breathlessly repeating his every gibberish word" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega As someone with zero training or education in journalism, the last twelve years or so of watching financially comfortable, incompetent hacks repeat the same basic mistakes over and over have been extremely frustrating npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega they know it's bullshit but they still believe it. It's not about belief. It's about performance. Even internally npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega people reference that book so goddamn often but almost never seem to get what was actually most important and frightening about it npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I think often of that bit in 1984 where the guy speaking to a crowd swaps the target of the Hate mid-sentence, and they all immediately reverse position and declare that the decorations they just put up themselves were put up by enemy saboteurs and angrily tear them down npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega My guess for why this one persists: it's fun to faff around with a wobbly stick. It's very simple "magic" with no skill or work needed (fake work in scamming people still takes effort, typically). And there's not yet a non-bullshit way to do what it pretends to, so magical gibberish sneaks back in npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega Inadvertantly exposed to an american comedy film from the 1980s, before they had researched funny npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega https://media.mas.to/media_attachments/files/115/777/863/772/134/980/original/a06c3f7c6efac78a.jpg npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega it's technology! cloth and sewing and embroiding and knitting, they're all some of the most important and powerful technologies we ever found! npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega they're a great publisher, which is to say they love to step in when your game has already found its audience and take the credit. Also you get a free mandatory forum full of nazi fuckwits that you can't ban npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega but The Algorithm!!!! (all bow) npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega You're absolutely right, Jonathan! Global Thermonuclear War is a popular game with thousands of ways to win. You're really onto something amazing here and I think the doubters just aren't able to understand the paradigm shift you're bringing the world with these insights npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega old world: "if you talk the computer into contradicting itself it will say 'logic error logic error' and shut down" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega capitalism is so efficient it can now manufacture a dozen unnecessary economic collapses per lifetime npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega It is 1995. Game publishers are crooks and fucking morons npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega reading the interview with the Oglaf creators and I just love how much they LIKE each other npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega mortal engines was one of the series that was in part enabled by the success of perry twatter that was vastly, vastly more critical of its own awful world npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I am glad that this has resonated with you all, now pls be aware that u r also gay and have a autoimmune disorder thank u npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega the great poet: "the love that dare not speak its name" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega moderately tempted to do an educational bit for computer touchers, using shops or public services as a metaphor. But that would require them to have lived like that npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega autism: "special interest you know millions of things about!" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega default github text: "this is a useful tool for feeling superior through obfuscation" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega 2025 and whenever I am directed to github, it is still an impenetrable fucking mess to anyone who simply wants to download the thing they were linked to npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega stumbled across some old notes I don't remember making npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega hobbits, meanwhile, well. We all know that bilbo's first move wasn't to put the ring on his finger npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega elfs are probably too busy looking pretty and being white supremacists to be actually hot or good in bed. But then maybe it's like those people who look really proper and everyone assumes are prudish, and they're actually fuckin filth npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I can see arguments for dwarfses being gangbang city but also for them being asexual, finstance npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega this was a split second joke but now that I've let it in, I suspect it could expose violent disagreements npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega who is fuckin more npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega you don't have to fuck someone else to get divorced and in fact it's a LOT simpler not to npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega if the investors don't want to be kicked in the throat every time they go outside, they can simply opt out by individually telling everyone they ever meet not to npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega it's always hard not to bitter laugh when someone, meaning well, asks if I told the police. Thank you for trying, for what you guessed at when you saw how much harm was done. But the worst criminals don't break the law npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega teach teenagers real computer skills, so that instead of falling into a life of crime, they actively pursue fewer, bigger crimes targeted at the powerful npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega buzz bzzz motherfucker :D npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega Not enough of us are taught about our radical history, because capitalist propaganda has poisoned almost everything. Neoliberalism is incapable of anything as metal as Great Enoch, so of course it spread the lie that the luddites were backwards hicks who hated technology npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega It's time to repeat that the Luddites had a signature weapon they named Great Enoch npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega what they should ban is those videos people make where they edit little phrases into footage for a split second so you have to keep fucking pausing to read what it says, and it's always unfunny projection shit but because it flashes up for a second if you don't go back to read it you'll be too distracted and miss the point of the video npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega banning the rap musics and the vodeo games and the social medias vs actually improving society npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega All the lying opportunist arsehole politicians (but I repeat myself) trying to ban social media "for the children" are gonna look great when the kids inevitably figure out ways to circumvent that, which will make no difference to anything in the vast majority of cases, but will at some point allow an abuser to claim in court that they thought they were talking to an adult because how else would they be on social media npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega reading that the new york cops might be using chatbots to find the Underwriter npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega I literally just learned it a few seconds ago. Fuckin what. How. Why. What pillock came up with that npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega jamie oliver being a complete prick in a new way aside, this shit is so wrong. Even the thin fucking slice of money you might be able to make with writing a children's book has to be fucking taken from you by some already-rich "celebrity" arseholes who aren't satisfied with already having more than any of you will ever have npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega "ho ho ho, you can't expect a pc from seven years ago to play today's games!" npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega genuinely though, this is just bad. The hardware race bullshit has come back these last few years, and there really is no difference between anything the games are actually doing compared to ten years ago. We hit diminishing marginal returns on shiny graphics over a decade ago, and even greater scale has mostly been used just for extra spectacle npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega (also luddism is anticapitalism and pro-humanity and it is good and one time a rich guy threatened to kill them so they kidnapped him and shot his dick off, we need this now more than ever) npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega (I must grudgingly acknowledge that this suggests rockstar did an impressive job with making the cowboy game run well even if the loading times were atrocious) npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega The first new PC I ever bought was in early 2011. It was the first time I'd ever had enough money, and also the time when games had finally, FINALLY stepped off the hardware races for a while (largely because of gog and then steam opening distribution of older and small-scale independent games). npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega this isn't luddism. It's not just me being poor either. There's just no reason, other than corporate greed and the mindless culture it's nurturted for 40+ years, that a computer from a decade ago shouldn't be able to play a modern game npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega because I have a very advanced and therefore terrible brain, I woke up earlier pondering how ridiculous and fucked up and outright bad it is that it's near universally accepted that games are just something that HAVE to become more demanding and "advanced" to play over time. npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega happy birthday to the bleakest, britishest image npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega yeah bitch im maskin npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega If someone starts out their advice/opinion with "I get up at 5am" I just skip the rest. That's not advice, that's a cat who learned to type so they could fuck with as many humans as possible npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega if you make people create an account to do something, your site will soon be full of the kind of people willing to create an account. Do you really want that kind of culture npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega reading an old manual for this game won me a biology quiz. Biomass, phenotype, genome, commensalism. The detail and theoretical grounding in it was absurd npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega some games get judgey at the end of the level and think they can give you a mark, and they go "you get a D because you did not find all the secrets". To this I say, that is because they are none of my business npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega https://media.mas.to/media_attachments/files/112/881/467/286/916/663/original/1822b7bb62182ad7.jpg npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega today we celebrate not glory hunter neil armstrong or memorably named buzz aldrin, but the third guy, who stayed off the moon in order to support the others. His name was... ah, shit. Uh, I want to say... Chris? npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega accidentally "swiped" a load of things the wrong way because I didn't know that fucking did some random bullshit when there was a perfectly good button to do it npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega so in religions that have holy books that were literally written by god... if he did that today would they be videos npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega making your dick like a club sounds pretty easy honestly. Aside from the obvious problem, I don't know why they keep emailing me about it. npub1vjphwpmek2h2nf8hzeg4ztrt33r0kk97n4awr2pwxp9q27mnrfhsffppul Sin Vega the sad part about "ai" magic bean scams poisoning everything is that they might eventually replace traditional spam.
