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I remember the hurt that made me star reading, the hurt that made me start lifting weights. The hurt that got me to grow out my hair. Looking at it, it feels like hurts made me

2024-06-05 22:50:33

About moving, I love ife, but it has become too familiar. It’s a place I can run, get coffee and take safe walks, everything I truly truly enjoy solo. I’ve always envisioned going somewhere else and locking in, trying things and being with myself. But I’m burdened by insecurity(from the country not within) fear of uncharted waters and the unerring feeling of not being enough yet. I also have made a commitment to a long time friend to move together, and this surely defuses the goal of moving solo and away.

2024-06-05 22:46:33

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Alabama akansas

2024-06-05 22:46:17

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And the more time I spend not trying things and mastering anything, the longer I am that guy, just that young guy with some cash.

2024-06-05 22:45:36

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Plan is to lock In for a few years and cash out, but it’s taking longer and looking bleak.

2024-06-05 22:45:09

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This feels so skewed but I’m lost and don’t entirely enjoy what I do rn. But that or fraud is the only way to get the freedom I envision.

2024-06-05 22:44:34

I know I wanna try alot of things, but I need to make money and know my family is straight first

2024-06-04 18:23:38

At the sound of it, it’s like I’m on the edge of technology, being involved it feels like one large ponzi

2024-06-03 21:29:22

“People don’t talk about how fucking hard making money is. Whoring lying hustling to outcompete other hustling liars.”

2024-06-03 21:07:22

“ I can’t move your food bowl. I hear you outside wanting to come in,”
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2024-06-03 20:59:16

“I consider myself smart but at this age smart better mean money. ”

2024-05-29 21:46:37

Need to lock in cause certain frauds can’t make p pass me this cycle

2024-05-26 22:27:34

Sometimes I feel something’s broken and I can’t be fixed

2024-05-26 20:08:12

What they say about rose colored glasses

2024-05-26 12:47:25

What do you want? Go for it? No satisfaction before it. Just go for it

2024-05-24 14:46:02

I can make alot of money. Tayo come make lots of money

2024-05-13 20:45:38

I genuinely wave at stray animals like they know what that means.

2024-05-12 23:03:18

Fair, very fair

2024-05-12 22:54:02

I’m tired of channeling hurt into things. I just wanna feel things cause they are. And do things cause I wanna do things

2024-05-12 22:46:37

I I just really needed some love tonight

2024-05-12 18:41:57

Majin George soros didn’t take profit

2024-05-12 18:26:54

Love is basically the greatest thing around man

2024-05-12 17:36:38

Damnnnn!

2024-05-12 17:36:09

Sigh, na only mama go Dey.

2024-05-12 17:34:55

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Shouldn’t be living like this.

2024-05-12 17:34:44

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Below 5k a year kind beat

2024-05-12 17:34:31

Man, I’m from Poverty.

2024-05-10 17:07:31

Why is trying to be a decent human who stays in touch so difficult?

2024-05-10 00:05:58

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Idk fr

2024-05-10 00:05:52

A wig? You’re broken hurt and don’t think you can go on but a wig will fix that? Mane

2024-05-06 16:51:11

Omo no wahala. Why am I doing this?

2024-05-06 09:26:39

Idk

2024-05-06 09:25:55

Before you did it, I have overthought it.

2024-05-03 21:29:46

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What can I change?
A lot
Like what
Being more real? Finding myself again. Being real

2024-05-03 21:27:59

How do you feel
-silly
-ready to be hurt again
-not even tapping half of my potential
-impulsive
-directionless

2024-05-03 21:19:30

God cooked when he invented sleep man

2024-05-02 15:57:36

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Maybe maybe I blow things out of proportion

2024-05-02 15:57:18

Me self no get mental health Yunno

2024-05-02 13:30:44

Na this Vicko Bella thing makes me feel horrible

2024-05-01 15:43:38

Carry your depression work. Vicko too real

2024-05-01 11:06:01

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But I do have a lot of selfish ones

2024-05-01 11:05:50

I don’t have a lot of personal aspirations

2024-04-30 20:14:03

I’d do monk mofe some other time. I have to now

2024-04-30 20:13:39

I’m so stressed Jesus

2024-04-30 20:08:41

Say what you mean

2024-04-30 20:08:30

Why do I suck?

2024-04-27 20:05:42

I’m really tired, of work and not being able to keep up interactions. I just wanna sleep and a well ventilated room and wake up to read a book

2024-04-26 23:38:26

You’re doing really silly things cause of Nini

2024-04-26 23:38:16

Buy a car

2024-04-26 16:19:42

I miss when I didn’t have some sort of chaos to deal with

2024-04-25 20:26:26

I wanna get a car so I can drive around on nights like this

2024-04-25 20:25:55

Still not being true to my feelings

2024-04-23 17:45:55

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Rt. This dumbfuck( the best writer I know, wrote the Apollo piece) got stuck on drugs and almost joined a cult. Maybe he does maybe he doesn’t
I dont know how to help

2024-04-23 17:43:48

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Being a worse human made a worse trader,being a worse trader made me a better human.

2024-04-23 17:40:32

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I broke up, again
Same girl, I know
Feels lighter this time, for me I guess. I became a total asshole at the tail end. I shouldn’t have done it like that. Back to documenting my unfiltered emotions here.

2024-04-23 17:38:12

1.5
Looking up #note1h94…9s3q

2024-04-23 17:36:45

Gosh. Why did I ever leave Damus #note1ysd…3sz9

2024-04-23 17:34:09

Requires constant effort? Like there’s anyone out there putting that much into me.

2024-02-11 09:06:32

Need a 100x on total port from here. God pls

2024-02-11 09:00:02

It’s all been very soulless for a while

2024-02-06 04:10:10

Remember death nine

2024-01-07 20:03:01

When do I realize I can’t change the world? I am lucky enough to even be able to change myself

2024-01-01 08:36:29

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Wow.

2024-01-01 08:36:06

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Good😌
Finished with a 2:1 as wanted
Moved my family to a better place
Got a new phone
Got a pet
Traveled to 2 new places
Saw a lot of stage plays
Fell in love
Saw a lot of art
Was never broke
Got a new tv 55 minches
Made an amazing friend (vicko)
Found a field for myself to make money
Had a lot of last days in oba femi fun
Got a nephew.
Horrible😔
Scared someone and myself for life
Didn’t become a billionaire
Got hacked twice
Fumbled a lot of gen wealth making opportunities
Wasn’t consistent with a lot of things
Failed at being a leader

2024-01-01 08:20:37

Happy new years, so my Jordan year was a bum and I haven’t reflected on it yet, largely because I set a gargantuan goal for myself that I haven’t reached yet.
So here goes the list of good things, and horrible things that happened to me in 23’
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2023-12-14 22:18:51

Eoy are basically me trying to make it out alive

2023-12-09 18:44:15

Do not burden me with friendship

2023-12-07 23:07:27

All my joy today was alchol induced. I really wish dad Henry came. Not for anything but for me. Sigh

2023-12-06 17:27:46

I’m lost all over again. Idk idk

2023-12-06 09:07:07

I’m gonna be fine

2023-12-06 09:06:57

Bad things compound. I wonder why

2023-11-29 22:32:49

🙂

2023-11-29 22:30:07

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Can I still change things? How?

2023-11-29 22:28:11

Could I have changed things earlier?

2023-11-29 22:26:45

M from a long history of worriers

2023-11-29 22:26:34

Hello old friend, I’ve had better days so I’ve neglected you, guess I treat you like everyone else I care about.

2023-11-05 16:12:29

I’ve “hung” with my friends and sunk

2023-11-01 07:05:18

Need AirPods, can’t live like this much longer

2023-11-01 06:29:54

Exile

2023-10-31 17:35:18

Of got this

2023-10-30 13:48:06

It’s all water, get comfortable being in the water

2023-10-29 08:27:21

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Read about how he overcame his drinking problem recently when I was in a huge ditch myself. Thank you Bing.
The world will forever love Matthew Perry.

2023-10-29 07:56:25

Chandler bing🖤

2023-10-29 07:56:09

If it’s about luck, dem fii run you street for as long as possible

2023-10-27 18:08:14

Zero joy last year, everyone was singing Feliz navida I was twapping money into bonk.

2023-10-27 18:06:12

I’ve been having nightmares

2023-10-27 00:14:41

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I’ve never had a group more collectively scared than old soldiers

2023-10-27 00:14:11