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2023-11-08 08:21:39 GMT

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Life's suffering imo. CMV, not in an arrogant way
What's beautiful? Food, a loving SO (if you're fortunate enough), kids, close friends, outings? That's all I can think of. All of them combined don't fare close the amount of suffering. Unless you're rich ofc

2023-11-08 08:16:42 GMT

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My parents are overbearing narcissists, of which my father's a distant cold shadow incapable of expressing any emotional vulnerability. My mother's just a pet of my father's, beaten down mentally all these years. I don't feel comfortable opening up in front of them. My sibling simply doesn't care. The last time I tried pouring my a part of me to her. She simply asked me to kill myself. I feel drained down just being around them
No friends, atleast none I can trust with these confidential details
I've been bottling all my ups and downs, emotions and achievements since teenage, with the anonymous portions of the internet left as my only places to vent a little

2023-11-08 07:42:38 GMT

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It doesn't matter. Not a lot of time left

2023-11-08 07:42:19 GMT

Did I say something non sensical?

2023-11-08 07:37:19 GMT

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I'm out of hope. I'll be ordering the death chemical later this evening. At the very least I'll have a peaceful departure

2023-11-08 07:35:14 GMT

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Genes were discovered in the late 20th century lol. Your Islam is just another ignorant, outdated and barbaric desert cult. Fuck religion

2023-11-08 07:31:15 GMT

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I'm so done with this life

2023-11-08 07:31:01 GMT

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Hope the bacteria wins in my body