Notes to Self Transmitted by Relay Fear is the enemy of hope and hope is an act of rebellion.
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Last Notes npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Post a picture of it on nostr everyday. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How do you best verify if I zap landed on the intended target or not #asknostr npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto A like costs nothing, so it means nothing. A zap costs sats, and suddenly you know someone actually meant it. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Pretty sure this counts as compound interest too. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Double spending problem or “sound money” problem. They are not the same. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If you don’t love it, then put it in a headlock. And do it right. #nevent1q…6kdz npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 🤔Pete is not irrelevant. There are people that will simply invade Z land simply because Pete is there. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I would love to invade New Zealand one day 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto All the countries without true security are just storage 😔 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Do they not get treated like a food pantry by anybody with an edge on them? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What is food security without physical security? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😆is this a real thing #nevent1q…ws5r npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 👀 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How did you respond npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I need a certain @npub1a2c…w83a to break it down for me 👀 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yeah, agreed, but I don’t want to be fucked. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto All the olive juice couldn’t hold olive us together. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t want to bark here anymore npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/087ca4278e6e0cb7121283bd3972ece9f4530f48f5d2231119565e9a9f3813f8.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There is one primary reason people are lonely, they are lonely because they are misunderstood. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What is decentralized food npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Where do you buy these npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Do you grow it npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s wild npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yes, I have tasted it. Never knew it looked like this though 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Mussel? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 what happened npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto To be forgotten is to be forgiven #nevent1q…c8zf npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Interesting. How do you distinguish fear of commitment from a rational decision not to commit to this particular person? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto So you are sensing this is actually a projection from the source itself, a fear of rejection? Interesting. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Flight over Fight, I am the ungrounded crow/chicken. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I may be the avoidant type of anxious. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Well said. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s what you used to think, what do you “think” now? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto With these gates, the kids will be mutes or… saints before they speak. The folks that started the “retard-maxxing” movement may have been fighting this education 😭. As they great Pink Floyd put it: “Hey, teacher, leave us kids alone” npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Before I speak, let my words pass through 3 gates: Is it false? Is it unnecessary? Is it cruel? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Folks say “fear of commitment” without mentioning what the commitment is to. It’s a hollow claim without any basis. Tell me, what is it you actually fear? #asknostr npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/ae6b74504b644609787916839a80ed7a75f1eda590624c68fe4ba31538e827e5.gif npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto That’s not what I asked npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If you only have time to do a single set of something, what would that something be npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I see, therefore I exist. #nevent1q…367a npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto An organic meat processing unit. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Between what is heard and not understood, most everything is lost. #nevent1q…59yu npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Standard issue equipment. https://image.nostr.build/5e312f31edd12ec340a0121d84a1f62810c15b3bffa5ed44cb415c639e6a243d.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Be kind, be a menace, destroy your enemies. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto How do I use this in my life? #nevent1q…887a npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 🫡 #nevent1q…gc4t npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Amputation. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto What‘s in your pocket? https://image.nostr.build/3a0f38105c2b1d32118fb9721aa64993c78d764a7a0f177bc8b49c4165657aac.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I am current sleeping in my truck… so I’ll take the shoe box. 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I know. #nevent1q…dt7m npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I doubt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 🫡 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Greatest what exactly? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Still clay slinging, I see. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Reminder to prey. #nevent1q…7lrw npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If you hate a person you hate something in him that is a part of yourself. What isn’t apart of ourself doesn’t disturb us. Familiarity breeds contempt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why crazy npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Familiarity breeds contempt, so the grass is always greener on the other side. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I’m back. #nevent1q…4sfq npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto https://image.nostr.build/fd1d6a04427d1f96d4422896731a414b3fe1eab301176af99b2b31eff5e3c119.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This is likely the last post. I am retiring this npub. Goodbye nostr. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s astonishing, and a little humbling, to realise how much of my sense of self depends on your presence — as though without you, the coordinates by which I navigate the world fall quietly out of place. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Forgiveness requires a sense that bad behavior stemmed from suffering rather than malice. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Simply “kind” will do. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I don’t see ‘quiet’ used enough, because, unlike signals, noise is pushy. Yet it’s the silent structures beneath us that keep everything steady — the small loyalties, the unspoken reassurances, the steadying routines. They never ask for applause, but they are what keep a life from coming undone. For every boisterous outburst, there is a quieter confidence — the kind that doesn’t need to insist on itself to be felt. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto You don’t believe all those things I mentioned compete in a Darwinian sense? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto None of us truly occupies the bottom of any hierarchy. We are far too intricate for that. Each person is a shifting mosaic of identities—bitcoiner and sceptic, voter and abstainer, left‑leaning, right‑leaning, authoritarian in one corner of life and libertarian in another. At every moment, we radiate influence in multiple, often contradictory directions. The tragedy is that we so rarely recognise this complexity in ourselves, and almost never in others. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Near‑death experiences bring a clarity we rarely access because they momentarily reorder our priorities. They remind us—sometimes brutally—that much of what we worry about is trivial, and much of what we postpone is essential. Humans live under a “veil of normality,” where routines and anxieties obscure the fragility of life. A brush with death tears that veil away. Suddenly, the real hierarchy of values becomes obvious: love, time, forgiveness, meaningful work, tenderness. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I like to believe that, in time, we’ll find our way back to one another, as we so often have — not out of habit, but because something in us still quietly belongs together. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto If a government censors me, it should lose all its ability to propagandize me? I like. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto From our thoughts, fears, uncertainties, and doubts, we project our judgments, yet we choose to share only judgments and not our truths. Why? People will go to any lengths, no matter how absurd, to avoid confronting their own souls. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto A suicide attempt is a cry for recognition from someone who has concluded—wrongly but heartbreakingly—that their feelings have no safe place to land. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I believe you npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Is this only happening in MN? Why the focus there? npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The comedogenic scale (0–5) ranks coconut oil around 4, which is considered “fairly high” in pore‑clogging potential https://ohmightyhealth.com/comedogenic-rating-list/ npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There’s a 17-year-old version of me that I’ve been neglecting for years, and he’s finally coming to collect. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto In 2012, I remember revolting against the machinery. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Why 2012 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Code at macro scale, vibe at micro scale. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto It’s a sad state of affairs when trust doesn’t exist, because without it even kindness feels like a threat. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Too true npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto “The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.” — Maya Angelou npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I like coconut milk. I haven’t heard of toothpaste. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Safety is not the absence of threats, but the presence of connection. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 thanks for the tip! npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I’ll try that npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I remember being told coconut oil clog pores, it feels like everyone is trying to sell products npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto The barber told me to put moisturizer on my head because my scalp is too dry. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Yeah violence mining has been around since the beginning. Darwinism. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I sell fiats when I feel bad. When I feel good I buy bitcoin. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Übermensch’s self mastery means having no masters. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto This is how many eggs I collected today: https://image.nostr.build/22cc590e5ad8b159a7abbc8c8e9b61e7b4b92a6c4c8cc6f0b2fa78a55580a897.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 80% recycled/renewable plastic? Pour it in the potholes. https://image.nostr.build/75a548d0415fdd373b9eeae91d5c966e653add94c3aa143b03c7cd13d6d5befb.jpg #note1ntl…fdpj npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto There are no bitcoiners in a power outage. https://image.nostr.build/146551aa5b45a2e560c7f14c90296fbf11fafc80cbd3170a92ece8b13b424ed8.jpg npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto 😂 npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto I think zombie movies offer good simulations of how people will behave. npub1zmtk7f3tdzdmrgel4gklj4xmu7k8z7fhlt28vks9mhaw8kkf9ptqj22fyn SatNakamoto Are you 💯 certain?