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2026-08-04 21:21:27 GMT

after 19:00h I am not cool with being on public transport and at trainstations. I should just stay at home.
I am so not cool with those pregnancies I am forced into.
everything except for my hip-joints could turn out 100% my way until end of August. the only thing I did way worse than I could have is my overweight.
good night dear non-harmdoers who read my stuff :)

2026-08-04 10:51:34 GMT

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this Treasury Company thing lasted for about a year... oke

2026-08-04 10:40:51 GMT

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I think that sounds kinda good. I don't know if this is needed but it sounds like a solution to manage spam on the blockchain :)
#nevent1q…udn2

2026-08-04 10:28:11 GMT

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Telegram down and Google Password Manager fail...

2026-08-02 19:25:16 GMT

I think I should improve myself. I need a new todo/todont list. I could be a great me without this new hips problem but also with it I could be at least alone more and ignore everyone and read a book or something

2026-08-02 12:07:12 GMT

some of my problems are solved. sadly I got hurt at my hips but I've heard he's dead

2026-08-01 00:05:45 GMT

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or simply because some dead souls asserted me with an unknown religion. fuck you for officially changing my entries in staterun datasets!!!!!

2026-07-31 23:46:41 GMT

my glasses got exchanged? I hallucinate on one eye I think hmm... could also be a result from laser attack that gave me burnt brainmass or from the new accident a doctor has given me

2026-07-31 20:41:07 GMT

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taxed coin is secured by police

2026-07-31 18:43:24 GMT

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a hotfix
#nevent1q…gutt

2026-07-26 12:17:23 GMT

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my brainelectricity is surely not patented

2026-07-26 12:12:16 GMT

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I have to read into the developement state again. I love doing this. any cool sources?

2026-07-25 00:36:44 GMT

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I am drinking coffee but not this one
#nevent1q…ueaa

2026-07-25 00:35:36 GMT

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and until it comes with normal milk again I can't buy it
#nevent1q…x8cg

2026-07-24 22:11:00 GMT

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a digital-ID program cancelled. oke

2026-07-21 20:10:22 GMT

one hour of dnb on srf3

2026-07-21 08:36:01 GMT

stupid asshole has put a yellow lable cigarette in my pack that was in my handbag. the existence of yellow warnlable tobacco is ruining my life

2026-07-21 05:46:28 GMT

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good morning from Bern&Thun in Switzerland where a crazy attack to water and air happened, some guy put chemicals in critical places :(( I had enough coffee and will get some croissant and I think that I can't use the shower. I remember texting qna GM with this same message a while ago hmm

2026-07-21 00:00:20 GMT

doktor hat nichts gemacht und eine fette rechnung geschickt
keine deutschen ärzte mehr anfragen, pls note

2026-07-20 20:24:54 GMT

this song is my favorite atm youtube.com/watch?v=AmpI8mn9IRM&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=21&pp=iAQB8AUB0gcJCZkLAYcqIYzv

2026-07-18 10:59:02 GMT

they put Haldol everywhere. I have so many seizures. goddammmmmmit I am soooo angry

2026-07-17 03:37:12 GMT

I still love that song youtube.com/watch?v=mbE81gHNiS0&list=RDmbE81gHNiS0&start_radio=1&pp=ygURODA4IGRydW1zIGRuYiB1a2agBwE%3D I listen to it with good enough headphones 😎

2026-07-15 14:18:06 GMT

so... here's social statements: I changed my mind. coffee&cigarettes is not the source of my problems. it is the thing I love since I am 14 years old. no use in quitting, IV gave me handycapped embryos for life. IV also nearly made me a cleaning-lady haha now I only chill alone all day and talk to doctors from time to time. it took 1 year more in psychiatry for them to recommend to only put me on a monthly medication that has no measurable side effects for me but also this is not needed I think. if I make it 2 years more without a manic or psychotic episode and without alcohol, weed and drugs I will be able to try to talk about getting off the medication completely. the thing I 100% need is Clopixol pills for when I hear voices and a pill for the Clopixol side effects. probably good but not necessary is benzo for when I get paranoid. I have to leave this place properly and then never go back here. so at that other place I go to I shall not fuck up! :D
https://blossom.primal.net/0c37fe3ba6e2097d5ad4e61d0f4304ca3b028605aeef093528014ef42d498bde.jpg

2026-07-14 22:47:59 GMT

the Iran war and the Ukraine war will remove oil-peak problem. I have a non-electric "Velo" so not directly depending on war outcomes over there

2026-07-14 10:34:12 GMT

I said something useless when I was angry at the discussed topic. now topic has changed to assuming that I am psychotic. leave me tf alone!!

2026-07-08 13:44:11 GMT

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a relevant person is calling me a liar. she says that my list is not believable. I just want my body to be fixed 100%. it is all just repeated attacks that have to be healed by surgeons and doctors else I die
#nevent1q…64y2

2026-07-08 00:16:30 GMT

it is possible that until middle of August all my problems get solved and that I return to normal with everything 😎

2026-07-08 00:12:23 GMT

I have sent a huge list to my doctors and I hope they make appointments for me. bones, heart, intestines and brain pain. psychiatrically stable with a little bit of too much being annoyed

2026-07-08 00:07:25 GMT

tobacco price go move upwards please! I run out of tobacco and the yellow warnlables take over completely

2026-07-05 19:42:40 GMT

srf3 has a great song

2026-07-03 20:50:41 GMT

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I don't know what to answer

2026-06-23 23:15:43 GMT

There is so much going on atm with my life. I think I will just tell the doctor. I have poop with brain. impossible to stop

2026-06-22 04:02:27 GMT

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why is this current war thing about that much fuel destruction

2026-06-15 08:49:25 GMT

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I think I am overconsuming. I have 1 liter of coffee with milk a day o.0 gm
#nevent1q…0e4e
https://blossom.primal.net/b2e0d8deb7e199728f298ce976890bb5e7c894f6ad1744bb533a2046678e6f63.jpg

2026-06-14 17:54:57 GMT

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time to go with browser again. soon

2026-06-14 17:53:28 GMT

aah man Primal lags. I got used to it just being my experimental social media and then @nprofile…kclk shipps with gifbutton :(

2026-06-14 13:57:19 GMT

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whoa that is some strange vulnerabilities o.0 I have to read about bark and I forgot how Ark works

2026-06-14 12:51:36 GMT

I have reduced the source of my problems
https://blossom.primal.net/1f8c18e6f504f4ae93c40b58c441dd54efd1dff1bb32fab5c5387b46e2d1793f.jpg

2026-06-14 10:55:26 GMT

I want zero contact irl with people who have hit me in the face. let go. as fast as you can. do it this summer! set me as history in your thoughts. do not show up at my door. also I have had feelings too

2026-06-14 09:37:16 GMT

I hate "nüt" and now there is too much of it. just let go and leave me alone

2026-06-13 22:16:06 GMT

"find out what you really like to look at and then just look at it"

2026-06-13 22:02:09 GMT

I really like the new Emmi Cafe Latte cup design. this is the first new thing this year. except for the music everything is repeating so far

2026-06-13 18:45:55 GMT

sry if you have this
https://blossom.primal.net/7d2662c161a399a9e44009cf8bdbb70ba84ac92634436e8084a8da6f151e0f13.jpg

2026-06-13 14:44:40 GMT

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EU defense is not secure?

2026-06-13 13:25:04 GMT

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will we ever see their superapp thingie? AI developement slowed down for now or banned...? hmm

2026-06-13 10:34:16 GMT

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oh shit the centralized AI

2026-06-12 21:25:38 GMT

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how will our life be at gpt-20.....
#nevent1q…g9k3
https://blossom.primal.net/da80bc2bd94726e8e5e7eef135936264cec41f61836ee5533513b5ac1cca643e.jpg
https://blossom.primal.net/f0e66b826ec8a565a18264d71729028235d09767010404df4921964c37fb6a45.jpg

2026-06-12 14:47:15 GMT

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duck.ai will always stay free? table produced by gpt-5 mini
#nevent1q…zegm
https://blossom.primal.net/92f8831898a6674fc9285cb60e30278fcbe75c4643cbd76878152be9507ad03e.jpg

2026-06-12 14:32:47 GMT

gpt says "talent" for models is reasoning, coding, creativity, factuality, multimodal, context length and cost. it produced this picture
https://blossom.primal.net/de6edda9d8194cebab4c098e205dddd0b82a06f2f8f94666052c21ffd636e093.jpg

2026-06-10 06:07:58 GMT

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good morning. I went to the restaurant too early and in pyjamas 😫

2026-06-10 06:06:48 GMT

I have to check some on fb today. I hate fb...

2026-06-08 05:51:04 GMT

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I HATE IT !!
#nevent1q…0hsf

2026-06-07 21:29:10 GMT

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the Q3 so far
#nevent1q…a639

2026-06-05 16:19:07 GMT

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it is still considered experimental software

2026-06-05 15:33:28 GMT

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cool! but don't come looking for me please

2026-06-05 14:44:44 GMT

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I didn't click the link but this is noteworthy somehow

2026-06-05 08:28:23 GMT

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true

2026-06-05 08:05:52 GMT

I wish we could go back to less Gs... 'whisper choose one' is dangerous

2026-06-05 07:41:30 GMT

no new psychiatrist so far. meds ok.. but new door less secure. oh man

2026-06-03 10:36:40 GMT

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aha deterministic optimism has turned into agentnoise, another chapter I see

2026-06-01 09:12:03 GMT

I have won in a court case about me taking meds. I hope they do not try it again

2026-05-31 21:08:30 GMT

some drugged my tobacco while I slept. FUCK YOU

2026-05-31 20:22:34 GMT

@nprofile…kclk botreplies could diss me without me noticing, not cool, please make a toggle switch to allow AI bot accounts

2026-05-31 20:18:29 GMT

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yes and it works without using an app store. but really it can only get worse when adding new bs features like gif button and other bs @nprofile…lwnv

2026-05-31 20:15:37 GMT

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I don't want to live in a display. just use cameras in a room for being inside computers haha super artsy such things

2026-05-31 19:16:26 GMT

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cashu is nope to me
#nevent1q…pmy8

2026-05-31 09:10:30 GMT

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I like Dr. Nek sound youtube.com/watch?v=qmkqtXBfaqw&list=RDqmkqtXBfaqw&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB #music
#nevent1q…u384

2026-05-31 08:53:09 GMT

#music youtube.com/watch?v=Wdg6Kbt707I&list=RDWdg6Kbt707I&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB

2026-05-28 16:36:50 GMT

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okok. I accept new features now. all the bitcoin is tainted money, stained coin with spam attached. we pay the price for the transactions at each pool with its each mining policies. I no longer see it as the internet currency... it is more of a document chain too.
publishers pay. no matter if it is money or bullshit spam. go invent cheaper storage hardware and increase the norm of data storage bytes. data connection will most likely not increase in velocity.
bitcoin knocks could be the name of the low value fork because bitcoin pure is also purée or something. if it is called the oneoneoh btc .. strange sound... some forgot about market rules where people want be economically profitable. there is simply not enough pureTX volume for a pure bitcoin to win...
I do not support or use or recommend a client atm and I also don't want to. it is not quantum safe and hodling is wrong to me since just now. there will never be a seperation of the money and state in my region but the goal of #bitcoin was always to deinstitutionalize digital money and this was why I bitcoin
if btc succeeds the word 'transferred' will not be used again with making a transaction?

2026-05-28 00:14:36 GMT

I had to take PsychoPax because it is too much for me

2026-05-28 00:01:16 GMT

many prison people here who got to tried to overdose but then start chilling. I hate it!

2026-05-25 18:09:44 GMT

I fear violence

2026-05-23 21:00:37 GMT

I want to see some clips of this. starts tomorrow https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enhanced_Games

2026-05-23 11:29:32 GMT

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xD that's cool

2026-05-22 16:23:25 GMT

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no nicotine is stupid to say but you don't need beer @nprofile…q0jg

2026-05-21 18:15:36 GMT

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cool. though I have to admit I can't own any and I don't know any square merchants

2026-05-20 19:59:42 GMT

I tried again this same thing. first it said usd chf will be arounnd 0.95 then I said that's too high. so duck.ai thinks that the swiss won't let the dollar fall. interesting...
https://blossom.primal.net/2964c5832b31561ad75cafc7959ea87b696e1da87986e9f4937e1f78aef8fe7a.jpg

2026-05-18 20:27:33 GMT

don't build a surveillance future around #bitcoin with nostr pls NWC is good. connecting an on-chain address to my npub seems terrible. also probably users can't have a choice and are zappable by default with address reuse. no, this is stupid

2026-05-17 20:24:58 GMT

#music for once another genre youtube.com/watch?v=LzR9r_-04KI&list=RDvK1Spb189YY&index=5

2026-05-17 14:24:45 GMT

here some ESC https://www.srf.ch/news/eurovision-song-contest-2026-12-punkte-fuer-das-internet-die-meme-highlights-des-esc-2026

2026-05-16 09:05:40 GMT

the source of my problems
https://blossom.primal.net/d46e9f331439ebd00c778b50ae66b24eee8a6a1c8ab06180beeb89cb7b610a73.jpg

2026-05-15 08:54:20 GMT

is a bail out possible for the samourai devs? @nprofile…ymh5 @nprofile…fg9w

2026-05-12 14:48:19 GMT

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if we have ID on every phone there should also be a VPN built into the OS
#nevent1q…e697

2026-05-12 14:38:36 GMT

I am thinking about a post age verification age for all smartphone usage. I think I'd still use a VPN. I will not go back to not having a smartphone I think.

2026-05-12 12:09:10 GMT

AI could be a "whole place lift" just like the refrigerator or cars youtube.com/watch?v=Et5ZffsEn04&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=1&pp=iAQB8AUB
quantum computing could be one as well

2026-05-08 22:57:27 GMT

can't read the DM I just received

2026-05-08 13:17:39 GMT

so happy to be meds free but fear that it could change #music youtube.com/watch?v=G0qpZMFNthk&list=PLAEfXHuNOsEZ4jJbvF40VQhDHbXyMbtnM&index=2&pp=iAQB8AUB

2026-05-07 12:39:03 GMT

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srf.ch wrote about it https://www.srf.ch/kultur/musik/netzkultur-storm-von-yung-lean-die-choreo-ueber-die-gerade-alle-reden

2026-05-05 17:49:13 GMT

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that sounds heavy
#nevent1q…qccn

2026-05-05 16:08:19 GMT

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cool to see someone thinking about it

2026-05-05 10:39:59 GMT

my today's duck.ai searches did not lead to results. let's get some chocolate

2026-05-05 10:02:10 GMT

duck.ai says that there is no quantum computing hardware that runs noise-free

2026-05-05 09:24:12 GMT

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I wish you could finally find a job

2026-05-05 09:21:54 GMT

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because of money?

2026-05-05 09:02:43 GMT

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no we don't do this 😂😂 if I had a degree I'd totally be a diversity hire

2026-05-05 08:59:36 GMT

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back with coffee again :) mentally stable I guess #therapystr
I had no manic or depressive episode within a year or more. I had no alcohol incident for over a year. I heard voices twice. I have no medication that I am unhappy with.
this can change within weeks. new psychiatrist is always stressful. years ago I went to see a new one and after 2 weeks he prescribed medication for gender transition and holy shit I do not want this! and half of my life I had daily medication that I did not want to take. still angry towards psychopharma. now I will also have a new person from the officials who decide how I have to do therapy and stuff hmm I do not want therapy. I need a new place to live, want to buy a big house... I will not work again. I don't know if I want children but marriage would be dumb and I am not trying to find someone anymore since I have HIV that can't be cured and I don't like anyone and I have met many. all I do is go for walks and have coffee&cigarettes, so there is room for improvement hehe if I was not unwantedly pregnant and had less chocolate I could show off a sixpack this summer but that pregnancy makes me desperate. also I am a litte bit angry because I am the richest person that has ever lived but I have no access to the money for about a year and idk if the state will try to take it from me but I will know more next year. so far I only complain about problems that I have because of others and my standard problem that I am fat. basically my new therapist can fuck up my whole life again, I fear that. don't worry dear reader, I will not change
#nevent1q…7ksg

2026-05-05 08:11:56 GMT

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ewww

2026-05-05 07:07:51 GMT

I so hard regret the hypnobirthing I did in February ! gopferdammiiiii !!

2026-05-05 05:11:46 GMT

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2026-05-04 10:38:03 GMT

without coffee I am null