Alyssa Exactly

extremely hateful towards AI /srs

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2024-08-25 02:56:55 GMT

me as a women's boxing coach:
"harder! hit that bag harder! like it's threatening your life! damn it, hit it HARD! i demand to see allegations flying that you're secret trans next time you fight!"
the new bar has been set, ladies. hit it fucking HARD

2024-08-24 03:06:15 GMT

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"i'm not anti, but..." thank you for formatting this bigotry for us in such a classic fashion :3

2024-08-24 03:04:33 GMT

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what if we fuck ten year olds who aren't harmed by it?

2024-08-24 01:12:47 GMT

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it's always an exhausting conversation. slurs are like any other word, in that they can be used to deliver meaning.
the meaning can be aggressive and unwelcoming and break the possibility of community; we can't coordinate with many people if they start picking up 'hate group' vibes
the meaning can be healing and reclaiming and powerful; i like being a faggot and a freak, and even if some people are scared of my words i never expected to be digestible to a universal audience and it's more capitalist recuperation when we behave as if a YouTube audience is watching everything we do

2024-08-23 21:01:01 GMT

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literally don't even need to be kind. paying *any* kind of attention to socially deprived people is rewarded. it's a predator paradise in part thanks to carcerality and hate against youth attracted people

2024-08-16 07:01:59 GMT

diagnosing MHA characters ( many many spoilers, don't read if you're not caught up)
Todoroki Enji
neurotypical abuser with a career obsession. he starts making genuine attempts at repairing, but his legacy of sorrows is profoundly grim, his entire family either flinching from him or attacking him and he has no one else to blame. his single-minded personality is manifested as a cloak and mask of flames, an affect which begins to fizzle out as he realizes the costs for his endeavor
Todoroki Shoto
dissociation caused by severe abuse at his bastard father's hands, Shoto's biggest struggles relate to accepting all of himself and integrating. his inner struggle is represented in his split and repressed quirk, starting out only willing to use his ice powers and taking several seasons to learn how to manifest both cold and hot at the same time
Todoroki Toya
C-PTSD, psychosis. emotional neglect and traumatic injuries. he is obsessed with his father, wanting to impress Endeavor with his superior firepower more than anything, including the desire to live. his traumatic obsession is manifest as a blue fire which burns a little more of his body away every time he uses it
Iida Tenya
ADHD. he's highly effective and organized, properly medicated and has a plan for his life, coming from a lineage of professional heroes. his limbic tension is indicative of his style of rapidly firing thru social situations, school work, and hero duties. his methodical approach to life manifests as actual engines built into his limbs
Ururaka Ochako
ASD with masking. she has a plan for life, to make some money and raise the profile of her family business. she comes from a family with a bit of money, so rather than struggling in most things she is shown to be able to float, figuratively and literally, tho when she does struggle she flails about as if in outer space
Asui Tsuyu
ASD without masking. Tsuchan is so cute omg i can't keep going with this much longer i just want to kiss the autistic frog girl 😍
uhh... yeah. her quirk at first seems to represent a person who might be expected to struggle with social engagement, yet Tsu is actually the most emotionally intelligent person in her class. she's so good 😭
Toshinori Yagi
DID. he's barely a person when he plays the role of The Super Hero, wanting to be "the symbol" instead, and inside of him sang a chorus of triumphant voices before he passed them on to his disciple. he had a dream and made it happen with the help of a lot of people. in a more honest story, that might have meant something related to the need for solidarity, but instead he only stands as a tarnishing symbol of individual heroism (despite the bearer of his quirk "One For All" automatically being a system rather than an individual person)
Midoriya Izuku
DID. he disappeared into hero worship at an early age and intellectualizes everything to the point that he can and will seriously injure himself if he decides it's necessary. Having inherited several "quirks", and quirks being living embodiments of the people they came from, the main character of My Hero Academia is canonically a system. discovering who he is amid several other powerful personalities now living thru him as quirks and persuing his ideal strength as 'the hero who saves everyone' are what define "Deku"
Shigaraki Tomura
BPD. childhood abuse, absurdly extreme trauma, and then being systematically retraumatized until adulthood trained Shigaraki to desire the instant and total destruction of anything which displeases him. his fragile mentality and mad rejection of the world are manifested by a touch which causes anything living or dead to crumble into dust
Bakugo Katsuki
NPD. Bakugo wants to be the best, like no one ever was. any slight challenge to that and he will literally and figuratively explode. he was up to no good as a child, and his career aspirations amount to 'super cop' but he does learn how to be vulnerable and trusting with allies so he's a really fascinating character
this show may be copaganda but it's also fruity as hell and has lots of pd in it so it continues to captivate my attention. i just wish it could tell more compelling stories about the ways their hero society sucks and not paper over it and pretend that All Might's ambition is still worthwhile. but that would require a more interesting villain than the ludicrous "demon king" (no diagnosis for him btw, he's just an arbitrarily super evil guy who does every kind of abuse he can imagine for fun o_o tho he is also a system, stealing the psychic representations of people and subjugating them within himself, allowing him to use up to eight quirks simultaneously)

2024-08-15 08:15:17 GMT

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just generally wishing for more radical leftist people to arm themselves and get really good at aiming
is this relevant to the story?... 🤔

2024-08-15 01:39:29 GMT

until 1993, being a queer activist meant gays fighting for freedom side by side with pedophiles. i will jot pretend we didn't exist, that we weren't among those fighting to survive for a future to thrive just because the Rainbow Brand couldn't figure out how to market childlove

2024-08-14 05:22:24 GMT

We are Not Immune To Propaganda
We are Not Immune To Propaganda
We Are Not Immune To Propaganda
Star and Stripe made me salute her
she's canonically an American war criminal who *certainly* does genocide in order to cum (in my headcannon, details are not confirmed in the show)
My Hero Academia is the most expertly crafted propaganda we have ever seen. cannot recommend if you have vague ideology or weak media literacy. this roller coaster ride will effectively transport you to a place of emotionally resonating with cops and world leaders and militaries and corporations. the perspective of this show is fascism wrapped in fascism all the way down, like an onion made of broken mirrors.
don't be heros, kids. be neighbors

2024-08-13 07:44:41 GMT

Shoplifting forum: "i don't shoplift myself, but i do make a habit of acting shady and intentionally drawing the attention of security so it's easier for everybody else to shoplift."
gender transition forum: "i'm not dysphoric about my gender, but I do take hrt and queer my gender presentation as hard as i can. Feels like i'm a lightning rod for all the haters lol"
the correct response to both of these messages, from serious career thieves in the first case or from dysphoria-having 'passing' trans people in the second case, is "thank you for your service. my life is easier when you're around."

2024-08-08 20:18:37 GMT

defining drawings as "child porn" may not be explicitly part of project 2025, but several other things are which would accept that piece of their fucked up puzzle gratefully;
-classifying visible existence as queer as "endangering children"
-interpreting many forms of child endangerment as sex crimes
-making the death penalty federally legal in all US territories
-categorizing all sex crimes involving children as worthy of death
-removing or "streamlining" the appeals process for people on death row
it is not even a teeny *little* bit hyperbolic to say the republicans intend to kill queer folks and paras in the coming years. they are already pushing this project as hard as they can whether or not they win the presidency, tho obviously having their favorite antichrist back in office will ensure a comprehensive tide of terror
i do not have a favorite in this race. sorry libs, you won't actually get an endorsement from me. but seriously... do not let trump have it. please

2024-08-08 08:40:27 GMT

i once knew someone who styled himself after Diogenes, using that name as his online persona. he was a conservative. like sure, bud, your disaffected gen X complaining is totally on the same level as The Cynic /s
Diogenes would not target trans people specifically for mockery, he would more likely make a point to just start howling like a mad dog the moment anyone, cis or trans, mentioned gender or pronouns, or maybe intentionally misgender absolutely everyone without exception. he would also probably try to piss on me for attempting to anticipate what he would have done if he were alive in this era;
The Cynic was so thoroughly unimpressed with social rituals that he refused to cover his balls, didn't bathe, and kept company with a pack of dogs. i just don't see that level of commitment reflected in wearing a Black Sabbath t-shirt for your facebook pfp

2024-08-06 05:11:15 GMT

okay actually i am gonna say something
rape is not self actualization
rape is not liberation
rape is not activism
rape is not the foundation for any community
are we morally implicated by what we get off to? i don't know, i have some fucked up tastes myself. it's fucking *trauma* tho. it's disturbing and alienating and isolating and atomizing. making that the front of my activism signals that i am in active crisis or may be a potential threat to myself and others.
want pedo liberation? you will *not* achieve it without radical youth liberation. you will not liberate young people on their behalf, only by *empowering* young people and forming bonds of solidarity so that youth power may rise will any community or activism be possible.
implying threats of rape against an entire demographic is frightening to that demographic. you won't hear objections because who the fuck has the grit to challenge you in your comfort zone? you'll hear from other fetishists, some of whom might be kids, and that has historically been enough to convince *active predators and their defenders* that they aren't doing anything wrong
well yea, okay... getting to the judgement after all... you are doing something *wrong* by declaring "kids are sex toys". it isn't fun, it isn't encouraging or uplifting, its fucking *trauma*
some things we should keep to our fucking selves, right? you are wrong, ALL child-haters. i don't feel like i share much in common with you

2024-08-04 17:18:32 GMT

random ableist thing that bothered me today. a youtuber was describing her perception of 'learned helplessness', a trend where a person becomes avoidant of things that they may have failed to do and become dysfunctionally reliant on other people to do that task for you.
the ableism was where she described relying on other people to do things that could be done for the selves as 'a crutch'. in case you aren't aware, a crutch is a type of mobility device that allows people to walk *by themselves*.
if you have learned to be helpless regarding meal prep, you might be anxiously avoiding the work to make your own meals. a person who is already fully able to make their own meal might go into the kitchen and make a meal without worrying about it, while you may need the added assistance of a coach or a youtube tutorial; these forms of assistance in *making yourself a meal* would be equivalent to what a crutch may do for a person with a physical disability.
crutches are cool. canes and chairs are good. they make disabilities manageable, they aren't something to be avoided nor are they comparable to dysfunctional coping strategies. using mobility devices makes people *more capable*, not less. please reconsider word choices. i know for a fact that i'm not perfect in this regard but it does matter how we perceive things like crutches

2024-07-31 00:45:05 GMT

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chuck e cheese has always been a front for the serbian mafia. not sure if im kidding